I know its been awhile. Sorry. But honestly, who reads this thing? I doubt it,if anyone really cares whether I update of not ( Read more... )

I got sick again. I've never been sick more than once a year! crazy stuff. This week felt like it went by so fast. Yesterday I went to Church at 11 a.m. We had this drama Rehearsal. I'm in this skit that our church is doing for a purity conference thing. Then went to James house for his birthday party! Hes such an awesome kid. Love him to death. ( Read more... )

These last couple of days have been really confusing and difficult. But I guess in a good way, cause its forcing me to become closer to God. I'm still not clear about a lot of things. But I'm learning that I need to keep trusting God. I'v realized that I wasn't putting all my trust in Him, I was holding back. Why? I guess because I thought that I ( Read more... )

How is it that I always mess up something good. I don't know. I dont know abou't this. I don't know what's going to happen in July. I don't know. I hate not knowing. Do I want to be with him in July? I don't know. I'm confused. I don't know if Gods leading me to him. I don't know. yeah the words I don't know is used a lot here. I need to pray. Take ( Read more... )

"Lord, let my heart break, with the things that break your heart."

wow its really cold here, I feel sick. I went to work today. Their was 2 11week old twins (girls) and 1 20 month old girl. they were beautiful! It was a little crazy though, but I love my job. So its all good.

I met this really great guy named Tim. Hes 17 a senior and an awesome christian! I met him at the ending of August, beginning of September. I went to this party my friend Matt was having. So he introduced me to Tim his cousin. We ended up hanging out most of the time and just getting to know eachother. He got my screen name from Matt. So we talked ( Read more... )

hanging with Grace! SHE ROCKS!!

yeah ignore the whole "last yesterday part" I meant to check it before posting!

I talked to him for 2 1/2 hours last yesterday! It was awesome! Hes just an amazing person. We have so much in common its just great. I'm really glad I met him. Hes my "mystery special person". One of these days I'll tell you who it is, but for now its a mystery.