The tantalizing dreams ( Read more... )

Jill is my Goddess and my life saver! Hehe. After Erica's party I came home, talked to Alex real quick on the phone to tell him that I am alright, which I think I was. And then I started chatting with Jill and I mentioned how I have to start putting together a list of stuff that I want for my dorm and such so people have graduation gifts to buy me ( Read more... )

Hey guys ( Read more... )

Sorry so spam you but after that last pathetic entry and after crying to Brittney and Jill. Thank you guys! I'm trying to see the bright side of things and I'm going to work through things aloud.
Why do I act?
1. Because I love exploring different characters, their motivations ( Read more... )

Yeah, so when I said I thought my great mood was going to last yesterday I didn't count on getting two rejection letters in one day. I know I'm not a failure, rationally I know that. I know that one person, school etc will not determine whether I am good enough to make it. But I'm just plain disappointed. I feel like a failure. I'm just diappointed ( Read more... )

I thought, that since you've all been wonderful listeners and mostly uncomplaining sufferers of my long diatribes about life that you deserve a thank you. I have been feeling particularly crappy lately, but I'm feeling really great now. I think the feelinw will last, but even if it doesn't I'm going to take the time now to recognize you all for ( Read more... )

Apparently I missed the memo that today is "Arse Hole Father Day." Whoever invented alcohol should really be brought back to life so that I have the opportunity to kill him myself. Don't know how long he was out drinking before he came home tonight...Had to be a while considering his speech and behavior, although you know what's sad, I never know ( Read more... )

Life is being unfigure-outable again. I don't know, maybe its because my mood keeps changing. Maybe its because I'm over worked and overtired. Maybe its because I miss Alex and the spring fever is getting to my head. Maybe I'm just as crizazy as everyone has suspected I am all along...Again how appropriate is Jasper's line? "Sometimes I think that ( Read more... )

Wow. Well today marked the first day of rehearsal in which I started complaining and nitpicking and fantasizing of the noose we had on the set for Ten Little Indians and how inconvenient it is that this play does need one. I could certainly use it, I think there are few who would agree with me.
Off to the Races used to be fun. But after you do it ( Read more... )

No can do on having Mr. Perfect as prom date for his or mine. *Sigh* I really don't mind that so much. Prom is overrated, its just that I won't get to see him until the summer now. Prom can go screw itself, but over four months being away from him is not going to be fun. I miss him already ( Read more... )