Adding to the last entry, with nothing new to say.

[burymestanding]

So, about all this stuff...

I'm making myself crazy. I know there's no sure answer and no sure thing. So why can't I stop trying to figure out what the right thing is?

I'm just...drained. And at a loss.

Comments

[aiuna]

I think you knew what you were doing when you broke up with him. Stick with your gut. You're smart & probably had good reasons.

I hated how I felt after I broke up with Allan, and I did the whole smoking & no eating thing too. But as time passed I realized I had really done the right thing, was better off without him, and now I'm free to pursue someone who won't give me grief (or, realistically, a man who will give me much LESS grief).