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[burnwithbeauty]

I've been on this emotional roller coaster this last week or so. I've been with Peter for over a year now. Hes 28, I'm 22. We've talked about getting married. Both decided we could see ourselves getting married to each other, but defiantly not ready for that step. But I was thinking about it... I'm not even ready to be with someone till I'm ready

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[bettyxbrown]

he sounds like the kind of person you could explain things to the way you did just now in this entry, and he wouldn't flip out...

[pluto79]

Thats a tough on Gwen......
I think you need to explain it to him just like you explained it to us. I think that while he'll be upset, he's not gonna ditch you and not be friends anymore. First thing you gotta do is make sure you really want to do what you just said. After you've convinced yourself, it makes it a lot easier to convince someone else.....

I love you. Hope you can make it to Christians Halloween party :p

[autarchex]

Maybe I'm selfish, but I like to be able to do whatever I want and not always have to let someone know what I'm doing or worry

That has bothered me every time. It's not too selfish. It's natural. You're independent. I guess you just have to find a balance that preserves your independence.