that familiar feeling is creeping up again....

some hold the rose, some hold the rope... your the truth not i

it could all end tomorrow.

Standing hallow
I’m left to question
How far do you sink, before you drown?
I’ve lost everything to the sea
Simple words crest on waves
To be carried away with the tide

Time collapses and expands around us
Bring an end to what's left of youth
In the passing of one moment to the next
searching for whispers from colors
We reflect back into the waiting pool that was once us
Those I’ve never truly known
sewing our mouths shut so things that should be said can’t escape
Love and grave is a display erasing that which I

fuck me... i found yet another kitten, its black and white long haired.

dont put any faith in people, theyll only let you down

so, im avoiding house work that i really need to get done. steph and i get the bug today... i cant wait, im excited ive never had a new car like this well.... its not new but still best car i will have ever had. im listening to placebo, it remindes me of when i was sick not to say that im not now. makes me want to put a hoodie on and jog in 90 ( Read more... )

i really want to cut myself right now, i mean i REALLY want to do it so im writting about it to try to stop myself. i dont think its going to work though, theres no reason for me not to do it. i want to feel the pain of a blade, i want to feel starvation the way you can only feel it when you dont eat for 2 weeks. i want to feel pain the way i used

since when is asking someone... hell not even asking someone; just making it clearn to them that if they do a specific thing it will hurt you greatly and cause some problems between you for a few days controlling? last i knew that was just being honist. im not telling steph not to drink, she can do whatever the hell she wants. but for all actions ( Read more... )