love to hurt - chapter 4.5 (Uruha's pov)

[buriedinheart]

 Title: love to hurt.
Chapter: 4.5/8
Author: buriedinheart 
Genre: angst, romance
Warnings: abuse, language, pain, sex, self harm, eating disorder, suicide attempt
Disclaimer: I own no one.
Rating: PG13
Pairing: Uruha x Ruki
Bands: the GazettE
Synopsis: We were pieces of driftwood floating in the raging seas, tornadoes and angry hurricanes.
Comments: This half-chapter is

Comments

[sakura_no_zero]

I'm crying and have to re-do my make up now... can i please cuddle Uruha until Ruki wakes up? He wakes up... right???

[buriedinheart]

haha idk yet, i hope so! i do like happy endings ^^ thank you SO MUCH for reading and commenting! <3 i will try to update asap, im on a roll, baby.

[thegazettex3]

before I say anything about how amazing this story is, can I start off saying I absolutely ADORE the way you write.

Everything flows so smoothly and is written all poetic like. It's really beautiful. <3

BUTBUTBUT.. I don't wanna feel bad for Uruha because of what he does to Ruki but part of me says I should feel bad. ;O; I'M STUCK IN A PICKLE. UPDATE SO I CAN EAT THE PICKLE INSTEAD.

[buriedinheart]

HAHAHA i will! thanks for saying that about my writing, i just started writing a couple of weeks ago and have been learning from my favourite authors' writing, trying to develop my style. i think you'll like 'i remember your collarbone' if you like poetic writing, its a oneshot i JUST wrote! im on a frickin' roll haha. and yes, i will update asap!!! thank you for your encouragement babe! ^^

[buriedinheart]

definitely colberry and nostrodamus. they are amazing <3 yeah its hard for me to be narrative/descriptive, i write better and am more comfortable with using present tense and pretty words in introspective/angsty storylines :) thanks for commenting.

[kiroyo]

Omg ;__; But I'm glad Uruha isn't a total asshole. Tuesday!!!!!!

[buriedinheart]

<3ya

[chokladvanilj]

I like this fic and I like your writing! I hope you update soon.
Uruha should seek help, he already acknowledge his problems! At least I hope he does seek help... ^^

[buriedinheart]

thank you so much for reading and commenting, i appreciate tons. makes me motivated to write. :) i will update soon! and, yes in the next few chapters he's going for counseling HAHAHAHAHA. spot on!

[chokladvanilj]

You're very welcome! :D Yey for update!
Haha that's great ;)

[buriedinheart]

i just checked out your LJ and you are a fellow writer yourself! i like your art :)