that means you

[buffygirl08]

I cant help it, but I have this anger inside of me towards some of my old friends. Like when I see something that they wrote I get angry, or just to know that they're having fun. And I honestly think that really its just a battle within myself that I need to get over and I know its just bc Im hurt, bc theres people that I thought I was so close

Comments

[unexpressedfury]

I know I've felt like I haven't been a good friend to you and I'm sorry. I just.. don't know. Everything is pretty hectic in my life right now with school and work and everything and i would like to be there. but I DON'T KNOW.

i can't even explain how i feel about everything. it's just all so hard and annoying. and i absolutely hate how everything ended up turning out. idk. i'm sorry though. i don't know what else to say

[buffygirl08]

i dont know. i really dont feel like theres any excuse for it. u make time for ur other friends. we're just not friends anymore. atleast thats how i see it.

[unexpressedfury]

its not that i make time for my other friends, it's that its convienient.. and i'm really like selfish right now because i'm wrapped up in my own drama. and i know it's not right because we've all been through a lot, but everything is just all fucked up right now.

idk what to say or tell you. i am sorry about everything. i don't even think i have your number now because my old phone broke completely and i have a different one now. and idk.

if you want, you can call me: 607 4237

i mean i go to school from 8-330 mon-fri and i normally work wed-sat nights. and i swing dance on sat and sun. but like mon and tues and sometimes wed i'm free. sooo keep that in mind.

i have a lot of shit going on right now, so i just don't feel like i'm the same like before. it's like crazy. idk. but i'd like to hear from you.. even just to talk