Flashback

Mar 13, 2008 21:10

Buffy wakes with a gasp, sitting straight up in bed. Not sure what it is that woke her, whether it be a noise outside or the nightmares that seem to be coming more frequently ( Read more... )

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lovesbitch March 14 2008, 04:46:03 UTC
"What? In there? Surrounded by teenage girls and their hormones and their..." Spike takes another long drag off of his cigarette. "I'd be somewhere else if I had anywhere else to go."

The vampire looks at the blonde who joins him on the porch. "I assume that you're not up because you want to be."

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lovesbitch March 15 2008, 07:31:09 UTC
Spike looks at her not moving. The question has frozen him. He can't think of an answer that doesn't make this more awkward.

"Movies would be a safer topic."

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buffy_slayer March 15 2008, 08:12:34 UTC
Buffy just looks at him for a moment longer, and then turns back, taking a drink of soda.

"Movies, then."

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lovesbitch March 15 2008, 08:15:09 UTC
"Unless you're looking to share. Maybe something you'd like to get off your chest." Spike takes a long drink from his flask.

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buffy_slayer March 15 2008, 08:21:48 UTC
She's quick to respond to that.

"No, no. I'm all good. Peachy. Peach-a-riffic. My house is full of girls who might just end up dead, we're all being stalked by some weird Evil ... thing, and I'm not sure how I'll end up paying the utilities on this place next month. Fantastic."

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lovesbitch March 15 2008, 08:27:02 UTC
Spike looks around, "With how things are going, there might be be anyone around here to pay utilities to, Pet. The place is quick becoming a ghost town." Spike closes the distance between them, about halfway, close enough to reach out and put his hand on her upper back for a brief moment.

"The rest is what it is."

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buffy_slayer March 16 2008, 02:54:41 UTC
She looks down at the touch of his hand, resisting moving closer.

"I'm used to only endangering my own life. Well, mine and Xander's and Willow's. And sometimes yours."

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lovesbitch March 16 2008, 03:09:19 UTC
"I risked my own well enough before you came along. Don't let that stop you." Spike moves that hand in a comforting fashion along the back of her shoulder.

"They can all leave. Remember that. They need to be here as much as you need them to be here."

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buffy_slayer March 16 2008, 06:44:33 UTC
"You're right. I can't do this without them. But that doesn't mean that I don't want to send them all away so that they'll be safe somewhere else."

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lovesbitch March 16 2008, 06:50:36 UTC
"And that's what makes you the hero, Pet. That's what makes you the leader." It doesn't make it easier but it does make it true.

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buffy_slayer March 17 2008, 06:04:52 UTC
"You want to switch places? You've got the soul now, right? Lots of opportunities here for heroics." She looks over at him and smiles slightly.

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lovesbitch March 17 2008, 06:12:07 UTC
"I am many things - witty, handsome, charming, ensouled, fantastic in a fight..." Spike looks at her, the smile on his face gauged to potentially remind her of other things he's good at.

"But I have never been a leader."

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buffy_slayer March 17 2008, 06:19:51 UTC
She blushes slightly and looks away again.

"Guess that just leaves me, then. Stuck with the nightmares and guilt." Buffy shakes her head and laughs a little.

"Can we actually go back to talking about movies, or anything else? Because this whole moping thing is kind of getting me down."

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lovesbitch March 17 2008, 06:30:39 UTC
"Guilt is a hard thing to shoulder."

Spike pockets his flask and moves behind Buffy a little more, putting his hands on her shoulders. "What else do you want to talk about. I'm open to conversation." He doesn't start to rub her shoulders but at the moment, he's more looking to be a solid presence for her.

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buffy_slayer March 17 2008, 07:11:28 UTC
Her shoulders are tense under his hands for just a moment, and then she relaxes. She doesn't move away from him, and he can feel her take a deep breath, shifting a little in place.

"How about this -- let's figure out what we're going to do when this whole mess is done with. We'll pretend that everything has gone peachy, we're all alive, and it's a nice sunny California day. That, um, you can be out in."

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lovesbitch March 17 2008, 07:19:10 UTC
There is a sharp laugh from him at that.

"A little sun won't stop me. It'll just make things a bit awkward, that's all. First, I'd spend the day catching up on all of my shows. Then I'd go get some food, maybe some spicey wings and a few beers." He pauses, just being a presence, being someone who will touch her, someone who will be there for her to lean on - if she chooses.

"And then..." Spike pauses, "Well." The peroxide blonde vampire pauses, lowering his voice a bit, "If this were an ideal day, I'd spend some time reading to someone." It sounds like a guilty confession, as if he's saying something he doesn't often say.

As if he's handing her something of himself - perhaps against his better judgement.

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