drops fall on a wooden desk

[buddy_lee]

I found some old notes that Anneliese wrote to me when we were first going out. Just looking at them made me cry. I feel like crap. And after what I did to Anneliese I should. I feel inadequate to live out this life. I guess that I am. I once found love. And for nine months I lived in it. After that I could not even be with another. When I had

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[disco_riot]

lee,
that right there made me cry harder than i have all week. i love you more than anything and all i want is you. i didnt know that you really felt that way. this week has been hell. ive been such a mess. all i want to do is see you. all i want is to be with you and i will wait for you. as long as it takes. you are so special to me. never have i felt this much love towards some one. people have told me that it is impossible to love unconditionally at only 16 years old but i really do love you. after all of this, i love you and will continue to love you. the 9 months that you and i were together were the greatest of my life and it seemed like right after we broke up, things went downhill from there. i missed you so much but i was afraid that you hated me so i never called. for the past two weeks i felt like i was on top of the world. i was so happy that i had another chance to show you how much i really do care for you and now its gone. i miss you and i cant stop thinking about you. ill love you alway. no matter what. <3

[buddy_lee]

:)

[disco_riot]

;)

<3

[anonymous]

I was always told to be patient, especially when I was younger and more prone to frustration. I was always told to chase my dreams, but choose my pursuits wisely. I was told that life goes in cycles and that once a good thing ended, it was often hastily followed by a bad thing, but I was also told that you choose your destiny, and make yourself. As a christian, I know you can only half believe it, but I have lived my entire life as a creature of impulse...and although I have been through some hard times that could have been prevented, had I let go of all my wants...focusing instead on my needs; I can say that my life has been somewhat fulfilling

[stratovarion]

You know what lee?
I think that you should take a good look around you, see the emo-ness that surrounds you, and realize that you are metal and not emo and that you should slay your emotions. You are metal, not emo, you are designed to withstand quite a beating and not cry. When someone tears you down (parents), just relax, take a deep breath, draw your sword, and cut their head off. Then, only then, shall you return to thy wench and pillage and plunder with thy brothers. \m/---(=========> Dane \m/

[buddy_lee]

\m/

You like stangs? You must have gasoline in your blood.

[oigrrrlgangsta]

Shiiiiiitttt,

I bet my sword is longer than yers.

[getyergun]

you guys are meant to be. i know that.. you love each other more than anything and you will be together again. good luck<33