How?

[bubbles2mysoda]

 How do you plan your future,
When you never planed on having one?

How do you live,
After what you've been living for has been and gone?

How do you get up,
When you were supposed to sleep forever?

How do you swallow one pill,
When you want to swallow the bottle?

How do you plan your future,
When you never planed on having one?

Comments

[anonymous]

Did you write this or just copy and paste it from somewhere?

It honestly perfectly describes what depression for me feels like. Well maybe not this line "After what you've been living for has been and gone?" I've yet to get to something that I can say is what I'm living for. I do have some ambition in a sort of daydreaming way but I'm worried that if I achieved my ambition and nothing changed that I'd be in a much worse situation because I wouldn't have anything to hope for.

[bubbles2mysoda]

I wrote it :) It's also posted on my poemofquotes account though.

I know what you mean, I have no ambition other than I belong in Japan and have to get back there.

[anonymous]

Hope. That pernicious little bugger that hides for years and years and then resurfaces from the most peculiar things at the most inconvenient times.

[bubbles2mysoda]

Little bastard.

[anonymous]

That he is.

Can occasionally entice him to stick around for awhile, torture him while using him as a sort of lantern.

Mostly varies from person to person how you do it though.

Get Help

[anonymous]

Please.