Interesting to me

[bubblegumsleaze]

The level of falseness that exists in virtual situations.  I've posted a few times making reference to Zack's passing.  I know at least a half a dozen people who have read the babblings that contained those references who not only knew Zack but who professed some kind of great affection for him.  They've sent me great positive messages regarding my

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[maelana]

some of us have not quite wrapped our heads around his death yet. it doesn't have anything to do about not caring.

i didn't know what to say. i still don't. i advoided it and went with the positive because it was the easiest emotionally. i kind of panicked afterwards because i realized that it was glaringly obvious i was advoiding it and it sounded really bad. a post full of heavy stuff and your brothers death and all ive got to say is that im happy for you? yeah, i was painfully aware of my fail. :)

i wanted to say something, something that would make it better, but there was nothing that could be said. well nothing that wasn't just empty words. and empty words would fall too short. i didnt want to stick my finger in an open wound either. so i said nothing.

[bubblegumsleaze]

I kind of thought some people probably just didnt want to poke me. Or didn't know what to say. But there are some.....oh boy. I'm waiting to hear from them. I probably wont.