how your lies sold land to my heart.
how you made sex more then a act.
it wasn't just art.
your touches meant more then a fuck.
Out of spite, or out of luck.
I made you mine,
the greatest love of all time.
happiness wasn't meant to last this long.
But the game of life wasnt supposed to be this easy.

I can't sleep with your dreams.
I can sleep with my dreams.
Looking back, no regrets, just lies.
Only pain in descriptions of despite.
While you're awake with nightmares of haunting.
Did you forget something?
You forgot to say "goodbye".

evergreen terrace

i don't know why i should try its not like shes gonna like me....

tomorrow is going to be a very good day. i see vicky and we are going to hang out, i kinda like her, theres so many feelings i have and idk them all.

Im in vero beach and its so much better then bradenton. Its cleaner and just less crowed with people. When im here it makes me happy, But thats not what im here to say. I read this thing. And i got me thinking. When we are in a relationship, are we everything the other person wants to be with. I was thinking of that and i don't think i am. Ive ( Read more... )

the word of love meant nothing to you, i was taken in with your lies,
you thought i was to weak to leave, but you were wrong.

(breakdown)

you mean nothing to me now!!!!!!
when you think of i hope you heart dies.
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last night was the worst, she would barely talk to me and after she left i listend to her song over and over.... shes everything thats on my mind. I don't know what she wants though... i really like her, but who knows maybe someone else will get her.

There is this girl. She makes me so happy. And when im with her i dont know what to say. She makes me lose my words, and thats hard. I don't want to say something dumb around her. She just makes everything a lot better it seems. i really really really really hope im her everything because shes mine. I think shes really really everything i think of

I started something I couldn't finish
If we go down,
we go down together
best friends means,
well best friends means
You never knew
well i never told you...
Everything I know about breaking hearts
I learned from you, it's true
I've never done it with the style and grace you have
But I've made long term plans
based on these mistakes

Pardon me for saying so but you look more pitiful ( Read more... )

well yeah its over and this hurts more then when the bitch broke up with me...

i wish she wasnt such a good friend and i didnt love her so much.
i want to hate her but i can't shes the best thing right now.