Have a nice dream...
Title: Have a nice dream...
Author: dephi
Pairing: Ryoda
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warning: angst and death.. D:
Disclaimer: I wish I could kidnap Ryo and Tatchan, unfortunately I can't..
Summary: Ueda was having this horrible dream repetitiously which made him having some bad thought. It turned out to be so unexpected when his bad thought became real...
'Hime...'
'Ryo... W-Where are you?'
Everything was white but Ueda could still see a certain figure from a distance.
'I'm here... Hime..." the figure turned around, now facing Ueda. All of a sudden Ueda's face turned completely white, his eyes were widened as he was stunned on his current place.
'What's wrong, hime? What's wrong?
'N-No... No...'
Ueda immediately woke up from his bed. His face was flushing red, his breathing was unstable, and his body was shaking hard. He couldn't think about anything anymore. Fear had overwhelmed him.
Dream? He didn't know and he didn't even dare to look to his side anymore. It was too scary. The face... The face...
"What's wrong?"
Only when Ueda heard the familiar voice did he finally feel rest assured although that didn't really mean that his fear had gone away.
"R-Ryo..." he immediately threw himself to his lover's embrace. His face was hot as a few droplets of tears fell down without him realizing it. It was so relieving to be able to hear Ryo's voice again.
Ryo was completely clueless. He simply patted Ueda's head slowly. "Are you having a nightmare?"
"I-It was scary Ryo. S-So scary. I-I... I..." Ueda's body was shaking hard again. "Y-You were there, calling me. B-But... I can't see your face, Ryo. It was as if I forgot your face Ryo. I-I'm scared." the tears fell down one by one without Ueda able to control it anymore. That was how scared he was.
Ryo listened to the other man intently as his head kept patting his lover's head. "It's alright. I'm here, right? That was just a nightmare. Return back to sleep, will you?"
"N-No Ryo. I-I'm so afraid. What if... What if..."
"Nothing would happen. I'm here right? Alive, not even having any sickness." Ryo replied in an assuring tone.
Although Ueda could still feel the fear inside his heart, he nodded weakly before opening his drawer and grabbed a small bottle full of white pills. His hand was still shaking hard as he opened the bottle, took one of the pills, and drank it before he returned to his sleeping land...
####
'W-Where am I?'
The same white scene appeared again. It was purely white. White, everywhere. From a distance Ueda could see the same figure standing again. Now that he had experienced it before, he knew he wouldn't be that scared when that figure turned around to face him again.
As expected, the figure turned around, faceless. Ueda was not that shocked by it anymore.
'Ryo...'
The figure opened his mouth and moved it, but Ueda could hear nothing.
'W-What did you want to say, Ryo?'
The figure opened his mouth again and Ueda still wasn't able to hear his voice.
'What did you want to say, Ryo? What did you want?'
Ueda woke up again, at the same state as how he was previously. It had been exactly a week since he last had his nightmare. No more bad dream came to him so he thought that it was over, until this night.
Scared... Ueda could feel fear took over him again. The same dream... The exact same dream appeared again, except that this time it was worse. Ueda couldn't hear Ryo's voice in his dream. Why?
Ueda immediately turned his head and sighed in relief when he saw Ryo moved, or rather opened his eyes. "What's wrong this time, hime?"
Ueda was way too relieved until tears came out from his eyes when he was able to hear Ryo's question, unlike his dream.
"Nee, Ryo. You won't leave me, right?" silly question. Ueda knew that Ryo would think like that but he needed something to make him stayed assured. Even though he knew that it was just a nightmare, Ueda couldn't help to fear that it would happen in reality, especially when it was not the first time he got this dream.
"Of course, I won't. Unless I find a sexy woman or something." Ryo said in a teasing tone, seeing how tense the older man was. "Now, sweep those teary eyes of yours and return back to sleep." he commanded.
Ueda nodded slowly before opening his drawer again. "You are taking you pills a lot lately, eh?" Ryo suddenly said.
"That's because I couldn't sleep well." Ueda replied, before he returned back to have his sleep...
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Ueda found himself on the same white place again. Fear... He could feel a hint of it. Ueda quickly scanned around his surrounding only to find that nobody was there. It was so white and full of silence. It seemed like Ueda was alone there.
Unconsciously, Ueda let out a small sigh of relief. He had tried to anticipate things, but still not having to see those horrible scenes again made him glad.
But it didn't take long for him to notice a small red dot on the floor, or at least what Ueda thought as the floor. Curiously, he walked closer to reach the dot and all of a sudden some red liquid came out from that certain spot in an incredible speed. Red...?
Ueda was left stunned. Red liquid, smelly... No, it can't be...
He tried to cover the initial dot so that the red liquid would stop coming out but it seemed like his effort was useless. The red liquid had covered where he stood completely, and didn't seem to be stopped coming out soon...
Ueda woke up again. Another week had passed, and the same scene popped up into his mind. Terrifying.
Unlike the previous two incidents, it was at noon and Ueda was alone on his bedroom. He couldn't and didn't want to think anymore. Pill...
His hand was shaking hard as he opened his drawer. His panic self made him unable to find the small bottle at first. Eventually finding it, Ueda took the pills one by one, one by one...
####
tut...
"Argh.. I couldn't reach him at all, Kame." Jin groaned.
"Keep trying, Jin. Pi, drives faster. This is real bad. Too...unexpected. It will bring a great shock to Ueda." Kame said in a fast tone.
"I'm trying, Kame. But nobody answered the phone. Oh my, Ryo... Ryo... How could that accident possibly happen when he was taking the train. And he...he..." Jin said in frustation.
The recent news was out. There was a big train accident, and all of the passengers were found dead, including the popular idol Nishikido Ryo. The jimusho was such in a great panic now.
It didn't take long for the three of Yamashita, Jin, and Kame to arrive at Ueda's place. With a hesitation, Kame touched the bell of Ueda's apartment room.
Nobody answered it.
Kame re-did it on and on but there was no response at all. Curiously, he tried to open the door only to find that it was unlocked.
"So reckless..."
The three guys barged into the room immediately and looked for Ueda. They managed to find him at last, in his bedroom, sleeping peacefully. Sighs of relief were heard, although the three of them knew that a big problem would happen after this.
A broken small bottle was seen lying on the floor, with a few white pills scattering around it. Kame bent his body down, was about to examine it when he heard Yamapi and Jin's voice.
"K-Kame.. Kame..."
"What is it?" Kame groaned and stood up unwillingly.
"T-Tat - chan. H-He... He..."
"Spill it, Jin."
"He's not sleeping..." Pi said in a small voice. "He... He's gone."
Just when everyone thought that they were parted, they were actually together, forever...
E/N: I don't know what's on my mind, really. So.. That's all..
Author: dephi
Pairing: Ryoda
Genre: Angst
Rating: PG-13
Warning: angst and death.. D:
Disclaimer: I wish I could kidnap Ryo and Tatchan, unfortunately I can't..
Summary: Ueda was having this horrible dream repetitiously which made him having some bad thought. It turned out to be so unexpected when his bad thought became real...
'Hime...'
'Ryo... W-Where are you?'
Everything was white but Ueda could still see a certain figure from a distance.
'I'm here... Hime..." the figure turned around, now facing Ueda. All of a sudden Ueda's face turned completely white, his eyes were widened as he was stunned on his current place.
'What's wrong, hime? What's wrong?
'N-No... No...'
Ueda immediately woke up from his bed. His face was flushing red, his breathing was unstable, and his body was shaking hard. He couldn't think about anything anymore. Fear had overwhelmed him.
Dream? He didn't know and he didn't even dare to look to his side anymore. It was too scary. The face... The face...
"What's wrong?"
Only when Ueda heard the familiar voice did he finally feel rest assured although that didn't really mean that his fear had gone away.
"R-Ryo..." he immediately threw himself to his lover's embrace. His face was hot as a few droplets of tears fell down without him realizing it. It was so relieving to be able to hear Ryo's voice again.
Ryo was completely clueless. He simply patted Ueda's head slowly. "Are you having a nightmare?"
"I-It was scary Ryo. S-So scary. I-I... I..." Ueda's body was shaking hard again. "Y-You were there, calling me. B-But... I can't see your face, Ryo. It was as if I forgot your face Ryo. I-I'm scared." the tears fell down one by one without Ueda able to control it anymore. That was how scared he was.
Ryo listened to the other man intently as his head kept patting his lover's head. "It's alright. I'm here, right? That was just a nightmare. Return back to sleep, will you?"
"N-No Ryo. I-I'm so afraid. What if... What if..."
"Nothing would happen. I'm here right? Alive, not even having any sickness." Ryo replied in an assuring tone.
Although Ueda could still feel the fear inside his heart, he nodded weakly before opening his drawer and grabbed a small bottle full of white pills. His hand was still shaking hard as he opened the bottle, took one of the pills, and drank it before he returned to his sleeping land...
####
'W-Where am I?'
The same white scene appeared again. It was purely white. White, everywhere. From a distance Ueda could see the same figure standing again. Now that he had experienced it before, he knew he wouldn't be that scared when that figure turned around to face him again.
As expected, the figure turned around, faceless. Ueda was not that shocked by it anymore.
'Ryo...'
The figure opened his mouth and moved it, but Ueda could hear nothing.
'W-What did you want to say, Ryo?'
The figure opened his mouth again and Ueda still wasn't able to hear his voice.
'What did you want to say, Ryo? What did you want?'
Ueda woke up again, at the same state as how he was previously. It had been exactly a week since he last had his nightmare. No more bad dream came to him so he thought that it was over, until this night.
Scared... Ueda could feel fear took over him again. The same dream... The exact same dream appeared again, except that this time it was worse. Ueda couldn't hear Ryo's voice in his dream. Why?
Ueda immediately turned his head and sighed in relief when he saw Ryo moved, or rather opened his eyes. "What's wrong this time, hime?"
Ueda was way too relieved until tears came out from his eyes when he was able to hear Ryo's question, unlike his dream.
"Nee, Ryo. You won't leave me, right?" silly question. Ueda knew that Ryo would think like that but he needed something to make him stayed assured. Even though he knew that it was just a nightmare, Ueda couldn't help to fear that it would happen in reality, especially when it was not the first time he got this dream.
"Of course, I won't. Unless I find a sexy woman or something." Ryo said in a teasing tone, seeing how tense the older man was. "Now, sweep those teary eyes of yours and return back to sleep." he commanded.
Ueda nodded slowly before opening his drawer again. "You are taking you pills a lot lately, eh?" Ryo suddenly said.
"That's because I couldn't sleep well." Ueda replied, before he returned back to have his sleep...
####
Ueda found himself on the same white place again. Fear... He could feel a hint of it. Ueda quickly scanned around his surrounding only to find that nobody was there. It was so white and full of silence. It seemed like Ueda was alone there.
Unconsciously, Ueda let out a small sigh of relief. He had tried to anticipate things, but still not having to see those horrible scenes again made him glad.
But it didn't take long for him to notice a small red dot on the floor, or at least what Ueda thought as the floor. Curiously, he walked closer to reach the dot and all of a sudden some red liquid came out from that certain spot in an incredible speed. Red...?
Ueda was left stunned. Red liquid, smelly... No, it can't be...
He tried to cover the initial dot so that the red liquid would stop coming out but it seemed like his effort was useless. The red liquid had covered where he stood completely, and didn't seem to be stopped coming out soon...
Ueda woke up again. Another week had passed, and the same scene popped up into his mind. Terrifying.
Unlike the previous two incidents, it was at noon and Ueda was alone on his bedroom. He couldn't and didn't want to think anymore. Pill...
His hand was shaking hard as he opened his drawer. His panic self made him unable to find the small bottle at first. Eventually finding it, Ueda took the pills one by one, one by one...
####
tut...
"Argh.. I couldn't reach him at all, Kame." Jin groaned.
"Keep trying, Jin. Pi, drives faster. This is real bad. Too...unexpected. It will bring a great shock to Ueda." Kame said in a fast tone.
"I'm trying, Kame. But nobody answered the phone. Oh my, Ryo... Ryo... How could that accident possibly happen when he was taking the train. And he...he..." Jin said in frustation.
The recent news was out. There was a big train accident, and all of the passengers were found dead, including the popular idol Nishikido Ryo. The jimusho was such in a great panic now.
It didn't take long for the three of Yamashita, Jin, and Kame to arrive at Ueda's place. With a hesitation, Kame touched the bell of Ueda's apartment room.
Nobody answered it.
Kame re-did it on and on but there was no response at all. Curiously, he tried to open the door only to find that it was unlocked.
"So reckless..."
The three guys barged into the room immediately and looked for Ueda. They managed to find him at last, in his bedroom, sleeping peacefully. Sighs of relief were heard, although the three of them knew that a big problem would happen after this.
A broken small bottle was seen lying on the floor, with a few white pills scattering around it. Kame bent his body down, was about to examine it when he heard Yamapi and Jin's voice.
"K-Kame.. Kame..."
"What is it?" Kame groaned and stood up unwillingly.
"T-Tat - chan. H-He... He..."
"Spill it, Jin."
"He's not sleeping..." Pi said in a small voice. "He... He's gone."
Just when everyone thought that they were parted, they were actually together, forever...
E/N: I don't know what's on my mind, really. So.. That's all..