The Last of Everything
Title: The Last of Everything
Author: dephi
Pairing: RyoDa
Rating: PG - 13 for the angst
Disclaimer: Own the plot, nothing else
Summary: The relationship might be ended yet the feeling was still there. This was the last of everything. Goodbye my love to you...
A/N: Sorry for the super random summary and this one is dedicated to my lovely beta annatanhe. Short and Un-betaed. Please tell me if I make any mistakes. :D
He woke up early, taking a painkiller pill. He got a headache as the result of the wild night. He simply went to the kitchen when his head was getting better. Turning on the lamp, he approached the coffee maker and made a hot coffee. It was not so like him but he decided to have cup noodle as his breakfast.
He looked at the clock hanging on the wall and got panic when he saw that it was 9 a.m. already. He took his coffee immediately and reached his bathroom in a haste when he remembered that he had purposedly asked for a day off previously. Sighing, he returned to the table after making another hot tea to enjoy.
The curtain was opened, revealing the bright sunlight through his glass window. It was supposed to be a nice day to enjoy outside but he knew that he would waste his off day that way. Something had to be finished today and that was why he would stay inside his apartment room the whole day. But enjoying the sunshine for a moment would do good as it might be lasted inside his heard for a long span of time, at least until the scar which was torn inside his heart would disappear. That was the though which popped out inside his brain while he was right in front of the window, looking at the view outside.
Finally satisfied, he walked back to the table and cleaned everytthing which were there. He caught the sight of a small table lamp which was on the table. Its colour was pink, a colour he didn't like yet it was there. He gazed around his room and caught the sight of other strange things. They were what that person left here. A sigh escaped from his mouth as he took his seat again. His hand touched the pink table lamp before turning it on then turning it off, repeating it again and again while he remembered that certain guy again.
That guy... The guy he didn't want to remember yet the thought about that guy always came into his mind. A certain guy with a slender posture and sweet smile. It was funny how he still found that smile sweet. That guy was his past after all.
Nobody was at fault. The relationship was too fragile until it was torn apart easily. He thought they could face every obstacles together but it was a lie. Inside he knew that it was a fragile thing and at the end they were parted. The fire disappeared and the feeling was not there anymore. There was no need to keep this kind of relationship.
It was not supposed to be hurt. He should have been able to forget it easily. They relationship couldn't be maintained anymore. He knew all of that well and both of them decided it together. But why did he still feel the sadness? Why did it hurt him?
He finally stopped doing the repetitive thing to the lamp while another sigh was released from his mouth. He gazed around the room again for the last time before closing both of his eyes for a moment. He stood up right when he opened his eyes and started taking those strange things. and putting it into some boxes. This was the only day he had to throw these things away and the faster he finished the better it would be. He shouldn't regret the decision he had made, and he wouldn't. This should be the last time.
Goodbye my love to you...
E/N : I don't know what to say about this. Just popped up into my mind and I had the urge to write this during my module class... :D
Comments are definitely love and needed.. :D
thanks for reading...♥
Author: dephi
Pairing: RyoDa
Rating: PG - 13 for the angst
Disclaimer: Own the plot, nothing else
Summary: The relationship might be ended yet the feeling was still there. This was the last of everything. Goodbye my love to you...
A/N: Sorry for the super random summary and this one is dedicated to my lovely beta annatanhe. Short and Un-betaed. Please tell me if I make any mistakes. :D
He woke up early, taking a painkiller pill. He got a headache as the result of the wild night. He simply went to the kitchen when his head was getting better. Turning on the lamp, he approached the coffee maker and made a hot coffee. It was not so like him but he decided to have cup noodle as his breakfast.
He looked at the clock hanging on the wall and got panic when he saw that it was 9 a.m. already. He took his coffee immediately and reached his bathroom in a haste when he remembered that he had purposedly asked for a day off previously. Sighing, he returned to the table after making another hot tea to enjoy.
The curtain was opened, revealing the bright sunlight through his glass window. It was supposed to be a nice day to enjoy outside but he knew that he would waste his off day that way. Something had to be finished today and that was why he would stay inside his apartment room the whole day. But enjoying the sunshine for a moment would do good as it might be lasted inside his heard for a long span of time, at least until the scar which was torn inside his heart would disappear. That was the though which popped out inside his brain while he was right in front of the window, looking at the view outside.
Finally satisfied, he walked back to the table and cleaned everytthing which were there. He caught the sight of a small table lamp which was on the table. Its colour was pink, a colour he didn't like yet it was there. He gazed around his room and caught the sight of other strange things. They were what that person left here. A sigh escaped from his mouth as he took his seat again. His hand touched the pink table lamp before turning it on then turning it off, repeating it again and again while he remembered that certain guy again.
That guy... The guy he didn't want to remember yet the thought about that guy always came into his mind. A certain guy with a slender posture and sweet smile. It was funny how he still found that smile sweet. That guy was his past after all.
Nobody was at fault. The relationship was too fragile until it was torn apart easily. He thought they could face every obstacles together but it was a lie. Inside he knew that it was a fragile thing and at the end they were parted. The fire disappeared and the feeling was not there anymore. There was no need to keep this kind of relationship.
It was not supposed to be hurt. He should have been able to forget it easily. They relationship couldn't be maintained anymore. He knew all of that well and both of them decided it together. But why did he still feel the sadness? Why did it hurt him?
He finally stopped doing the repetitive thing to the lamp while another sigh was released from his mouth. He gazed around the room again for the last time before closing both of his eyes for a moment. He stood up right when he opened his eyes and started taking those strange things. and putting it into some boxes. This was the only day he had to throw these things away and the faster he finished the better it would be. He shouldn't regret the decision he had made, and he wouldn't. This should be the last time.
Goodbye my love to you...
E/N : I don't know what to say about this. Just popped up into my mind and I had the urge to write this during my module class... :D
Comments are definitely love and needed.. :D
thanks for reading...♥