Hey peoples, rate my new layout. Here's a poem i found:

Your lips speak soft sweetness
Your touch a cool caress
I am lost in your magic
My heart beats within your chest

I think of you each morning
And dream of you each night
I think of your arms being around me
And cannot express my delight

Never have I fallen
But I am quickly on my way
You hold a heart ( Read more... )

That entry before is bullshit, because who am i kidding i still love mazi. does any1 remember how much i loved keith and how fucking long it took me 2 get over him well it might take that long 4 me 2 get over mazi because i love him so much i wish he knew and its just hurting me inside each day knowing he will never like me. so this is all i have 2 ( Read more... )

I dont fucking like mazi anymore cuz its kinda fucking hard liking sum1 who will never fucking go out with u or like u. Also its a waste of fucking time even though i really fucking love him, i cant anymore, its just also almost summer and i wont see him probably and then id be so fucking sad the whole summer. So its best if i just stop fucking ( Read more... )

Right now im at the fucking library with my sister, no1 is here, its so god dam boring. Today alex asked me if i started rumors that me and mazi were going out, i didnt even know about those fucking rumors, as much as i wish i was i would never do that cuz mazi would never fucking go out with me and i know that he would get mad if i started that. I ( Read more... )

omg 2day was ok. i decided 2 write i love mazi on 1 side of my hand then on the other side mazi had sexi boxers, then on the other hand i wrote i wanna fuck mazi and the other side said mazi is so fuckin hot, then on my cheek it had a heart with mazi's name in it lol! Then my dad saw the i wanna fuck mazi and i almost got in big trouble. Then ( Read more... )

hey guys i happy and sad! Sad things: well paris decided 2 say hi 2 sum1 i still kinda liked. Then i got mad at her but were kool now. Good things: schools almost out and....i gots a bf, hehe! I still miss sam i cant get over him, i try but i cant!!! I wish i could but cant! Thats all i gots 2 say!!!

♥Lauren♥

I love ????

today was an ok day, nothing really happened i juss found out really disturbing shit and that ruined the rest of the day, omg that was nasty! now that stuff wouldnt be disturbing if it was me doing them, lol! or 1 of my friends, lol! damn im so fucking bored, theres nothing 2 do, sum1 needs 2 call me! i want to have a batmitzvah, but im not jewish ( Read more... )

Lauren is ____.
I ____ Lauren.
I want to _____ Lauren.
When Lauren grows up ____.
I love Lauren because _____.
Lauren likes _____.
I wish Lauren was _____.

PS: Every1 kept lifting my skirt up, grrrrrr! Chesca i missed u!!!

I'm so bored i didnt do anything the whole weekend except go to pf changs which i vowed never to go to but my mom made me, grrr! It had the most horrible food ever!!! Except the shrimp, lol! Somebody besides chesca needs to call me bescause im so bored! Nothing more to say!

Lotz of Love!!!
♥Lauren♥

WooHoo!!! 14 days of school left!!! WooHoo!!!

i hate the fucking feeling of fucking being dumped!!! I was crying, and denise wen she gets the message i left will kick his ass, my sister is going 2 also, and i dunno wut chesca will do! I feel so sad and depressed, i dont wanna eat, i cant eat like sum1 else i cant says name said its like poison. ive never been dumped b4 i didnt know it was ( Read more... )