so im sitting here with justin and hes sitting in the floor and he doesn't know what im typing hahahahahaha.. lol i dont know what to say im just really bored.. so later

SO I know that I haven't posted in a while but were I have myspace i've just been busy keeping it up to date. but im gonna start posting more on here.. So im doing really great. me and justin are doing great. wensday was a month for us.. I love him so much. yeah i know that its only been a month but already i feel like he is the one that I have ( Read more... )

So I was looking over some past entrys on here and I realize my life was pretty messed up. But I'm all over that now cause I mean who needs all that stuff and a crazy life just to be happy. I mean now that I have Justin I know that I don't need all that crazy stuff to be happy. I mean yea I used to cut to make me happy and i used to do some pretty ( Read more... )

I didn't think i could ever be this happy again. Justin has changed my life in so many ways. for instance im so much more happier. no one knows how lucky i am .. I love how he loves me and how he is so sweet and caring.. he just makes me so happy ( Read more... )

Here are some pic of me and justin


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Yea so I finally got some sleep. I woke up this morning to the ground coverd in snow. Roxy didn't have any school. So i thought she would come over. John said she called this morning about 6 and asked about school. And he said she was crying so her mom might have took her to the doctor. Her wisdom teeth are infected and its really bothering her. I ( Read more... )

why is it that when i find a great guy something happend and he just leaves and im left hurting more then ever. IT's like no matter how much i tell my heart to now worry that it was just some other boy and i will find the right guy sooner or later. i always end up hurting more. its like the more i tell myself i will be ok the more im lieing to ( Read more... )

Umm i had a good night. so johnathan was here we got to talk.it was nice seeing him again... i got drunk and i was happy all night..lol well im gonna go so later

god i can't stand this anymore. i'm tired of hurting and I'm tired of crying and feeling like im worth nothing. i don't know what to do anymore, im so tired of feeling like my whole life means nothing and that i mean nothing to everyone else. i just want to be happy please god let me be happy let someone just love me for me please.