I love Jan.

I've been having some panic attacks about my future then getting excited again. ugh, confuilization. I realized that I have been spoiled and get upset when I don't get my way. It's not a material kind of spoiled, I don't ask for much in that capacity. But my parents never said no to me and this year they finally are and I get really upset when ( Read more... )

So my mom's in st. louis, possiblt for a few weeks, to be with my grandma. I may go out there for passover or something, I don't know. I had a mental breakdown this morning- doing bad in school/college/fear of rescinging admissions/general depression/and a nasuea that hasn't gone away all day.

This next week is going to be crazy with all the

Kiss Me Kate was wonderful last night:) Tonight's performance was postponed to monday night. I hada lovely day with michey, mel and jan doing snow day things. Unfortunatley, when I got home I found out my great uncle died and my grandma is in kidney failure. He always took an interest in my emotional health and I feel bad that i was always to ( Read more... )

"Is your friend the youtube wicked girl?. . . . she does the fucking Eden riff ( Read more... )

No surprises in casting. I think I fooled Barrie into thinking I'm a dancer mwahahahaha. I have a horrible headache and still incredibly stressed, I'm about three days behind on work, really need to finalize the songs and monologues for my auditions, more applications to finish then after that the written stuff i need for the auditions, senior ( Read more... )

NYSTEA was pretty damn awesome. Lots of drama but it's all good. We made friends and by made friends I mean I stood by while other talked and raped my room. Still, it's the most social I've been at NYSTEA. yay team building. I also loved all my workshops. I had to miss the dance though and do third year slave labor ( Read more... )

So yesterday I got up early and Todd and I took the 8:20 train. We didn't get into wedding singer so we got standing room for acl. then we roamed around. Went to the tree, saw a proposal on the ice, went to church (no, we really did, we were in st patrick's for like 20 minutes). Then went to sharper image for a massage and saw brian d'arcy ( Read more... )

very happy right now because we just got phantom tickets for tuesday and spamalot tickets for april 5th:) Gotta love discounts, in this case though, gotta love rear mezzanine. Plus, I get to see rent for the 7th time on march 20th(I love you Jan!!).

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