A most strange occurrence
Last night, I had another.. experience.. I don't think I wrote about the first one, though. I got home from watching a movie with Mario and Angel, which I'll write about later, got online real quick, and then headed off to bed. I don't think I ever actually fell asleep, I was just up for the longest time, thinking about stuff. But it came to a point where I was starting to nod off, and my mind started bringing out dreamlike thoughts into my conciousness. All of a sudden I had the realization that there was something looming right outside my window. My bed is situated right below the window in my room. It was as if the being knew that I knew he was there, and he knew he couldn't stay any longer, so he came into my house and attacked me, I guess. I don't know how to explain it exactly, 'cause all of this seems really silly recalling it. But it happened, I started to shake as if in a mild convulsion I guess, but I couldn't move myself. I started to try and call out to Omar, because it left last time when I called him. Omar and I sleep in the same room, by the way. All I could do was utter something slightly resembling Omar's name. I was able to open my eyes slightly, and I saw a dark figure again. Last time, I percieved the figure in my mind, this time it was in front of me, although I'm not sure it was really there. It seemed like a cat, a black silouette of a creature sitting on my bed, right next to me, it's head cocked to the left. But it had a green glowing eye, which I realized was actually the light from the tv as I looked at it. It also didn't move at all, so it could have been nothing actually. I didn't get to call out Omar's name fully, 'cause everything passed, and I was ok again.
This happened to me once before. I had actually been asleep, but then, I kinda broke into slight conciousness. Although I didn't actually look up and around, I percieved that there was someone there, and I saw him. I had been on top of my bed, not under the covers, on my side. At first, I though it was my dad, and I guess I called out to him, although that was in my mind. It was a sillouette of a person, like the cat, but when I saw that he was there, he got angry. He attacked me as well, only, he choked me. I was electrified, like last night, my body felt really wierd, and I couldn't breathe. I tried to call out to Omar, but I couldn't say anything, not until he let go was I able to actually say Omar's name.
I don't know how I should go about this. Rationally, I can figure that I had been in REM sleep the first time, this would have caused my body to be paralyzed, and would cause me to be incapable of moving. But it's actually hard to break out of REM, so how did I gain conciousness, unless it was just a fluke. But the second time, I'm pretty sure I hadn't fallen asleep. Unless my mind broke into REM because I was slightly unconcious and caused me to go into paralysis, which is quite strange. But it would explain why I was incapable of escaping. The paralysis wouldn't last that long, I think, and the durations of the "attacks" were about the same I think, so It could have just been that I had accidentally broken out of sleep during REM. But that doesn't explain why there were being's associated with these instances. Did my mind fabricate these thoughts? Because they occured before I was "attacked," so my mind would have to have known that this would happen. Perhaps, I was dreaming this all, and by a strange coincidence, I broke conciousness, and resulted in a continuation of my dream in real life.
There's also the possiblity that these weren't dreams, that they were beings or a being who wished to impose bodily harm upon me. I would say it was a daemon of some sort, but I actually didn't see any outside force interrupt this daemon's attack, so did I myself break out of it, or did the creature flee?
Anyways, that was really freaky. I'll write about it if something like it ever happens again. Angel, Mario and I went to see Syriana at 10:00 yesterday. I honestly can't give a rating on this movie, because I fell asleep through it. It's a movie that you don't want to go watch at night. Syriana's got alot of technical information, and you kinda have to have a knowledge of the goings on in the Middle East to help to really follow the story. I was able to undertand some of it, but I had to pay attention really well, and my body and mind weren't up to it because I was tired. The movie follows three differen't characters, and has a couple of other branches that it comes to, so that makes it even harder to follow. I tried following it for about an hour, and then I couldn't hold on anymore, and fell asleep until the last 10 minutes or so. Mario was able to keep awake, and he helped piece the story together as we drove back home, although he didn't follow it all himself. It's a movie that you're probably gonna have to watch twice to really get it all.
Went swimming with Savannah and a few of her friends yesterday. I got there around 4:30 or so, because I had to pick up Omar, and then he wanted to go to PanAm to play WoW, and I had already picked up Da, and he wanted to go home, so it took me a while to finally get over there, although I had told Savannah I'd be there around 4:20 anyways. But I had fun swimming with them all. I believe that Gaby (Nancy) and I were the only two who knew how to swim. Everyone else seemed to have only a vague understanding of how to; I thought it was funny. They were all really frisky though, Savannah and Kitty, and this other girl, I don't know her name, were.. playing alot. Yeah, Savannah was really frisky.
I just finished a pint of fried rice for my lunch, and it's not even been 2 hours into my job, that kinda sucks. I'm gonna start working out, next week. Pushups, crunches, weights, and I think I'm gonna start swimming as well. And I need to start working on the web comic now that I'm done with school.
This happened to me once before. I had actually been asleep, but then, I kinda broke into slight conciousness. Although I didn't actually look up and around, I percieved that there was someone there, and I saw him. I had been on top of my bed, not under the covers, on my side. At first, I though it was my dad, and I guess I called out to him, although that was in my mind. It was a sillouette of a person, like the cat, but when I saw that he was there, he got angry. He attacked me as well, only, he choked me. I was electrified, like last night, my body felt really wierd, and I couldn't breathe. I tried to call out to Omar, but I couldn't say anything, not until he let go was I able to actually say Omar's name.
I don't know how I should go about this. Rationally, I can figure that I had been in REM sleep the first time, this would have caused my body to be paralyzed, and would cause me to be incapable of moving. But it's actually hard to break out of REM, so how did I gain conciousness, unless it was just a fluke. But the second time, I'm pretty sure I hadn't fallen asleep. Unless my mind broke into REM because I was slightly unconcious and caused me to go into paralysis, which is quite strange. But it would explain why I was incapable of escaping. The paralysis wouldn't last that long, I think, and the durations of the "attacks" were about the same I think, so It could have just been that I had accidentally broken out of sleep during REM. But that doesn't explain why there were being's associated with these instances. Did my mind fabricate these thoughts? Because they occured before I was "attacked," so my mind would have to have known that this would happen. Perhaps, I was dreaming this all, and by a strange coincidence, I broke conciousness, and resulted in a continuation of my dream in real life.
There's also the possiblity that these weren't dreams, that they were beings or a being who wished to impose bodily harm upon me. I would say it was a daemon of some sort, but I actually didn't see any outside force interrupt this daemon's attack, so did I myself break out of it, or did the creature flee?
Anyways, that was really freaky. I'll write about it if something like it ever happens again. Angel, Mario and I went to see Syriana at 10:00 yesterday. I honestly can't give a rating on this movie, because I fell asleep through it. It's a movie that you don't want to go watch at night. Syriana's got alot of technical information, and you kinda have to have a knowledge of the goings on in the Middle East to help to really follow the story. I was able to undertand some of it, but I had to pay attention really well, and my body and mind weren't up to it because I was tired. The movie follows three differen't characters, and has a couple of other branches that it comes to, so that makes it even harder to follow. I tried following it for about an hour, and then I couldn't hold on anymore, and fell asleep until the last 10 minutes or so. Mario was able to keep awake, and he helped piece the story together as we drove back home, although he didn't follow it all himself. It's a movie that you're probably gonna have to watch twice to really get it all.
Went swimming with Savannah and a few of her friends yesterday. I got there around 4:30 or so, because I had to pick up Omar, and then he wanted to go to PanAm to play WoW, and I had already picked up Da, and he wanted to go home, so it took me a while to finally get over there, although I had told Savannah I'd be there around 4:20 anyways. But I had fun swimming with them all. I believe that Gaby (Nancy) and I were the only two who knew how to swim. Everyone else seemed to have only a vague understanding of how to; I thought it was funny. They were all really frisky though, Savannah and Kitty, and this other girl, I don't know her name, were.. playing alot. Yeah, Savannah was really frisky.
I just finished a pint of fried rice for my lunch, and it's not even been 2 hours into my job, that kinda sucks. I'm gonna start working out, next week. Pushups, crunches, weights, and I think I'm gonna start swimming as well. And I need to start working on the web comic now that I'm done with school.