So I've done it again

[brodiebruce]

So here I am again. I've traveled miles and miles and seen amazing things, yet I'm back in Michigan. I'm back with a broken heart. I'm a fool for thinking I could be a different person. I'm a fool for trying so hard, then throwing it all away

Comments

I'm sorry ...

[atrax_narcissus]

at least you HAD that for awhile ...

& on the note that it "ended" ... it may not be ENDED ...

*fingers crossed*

Re: I'm sorry ...

[brodiebruce]

*me too* hehe

[nelltwin]

Yeah, I think irreparable is a strong word.
If you don't get her back, okay. Time heals, even when you think you can't be healed, and those memories won't be bad forever.
If you DO get her back . . . I don't know how you're going to stay out of trouble cause you're like a trouble MAGNET! But for most modern intelligent women, it's a major insult to be "protected" by being lied to and having secrets kept from you. The best way to avoid getting in that position again is to AVOID doing things you won't want to confess! If she's your match as you describe, she deserves that small sacrifice!
*hugs*

[brodiebruce]

Haha, a trouble magnet, that's for sure. I can't seem to stay away from drama. And good call on the Avoiding problems, but it's my life :-p

[humalong]

god damn.

it seems that everyone i know [myself included] has just been dumped by the love of their lives...sucks, huh?

my advice would be to live your life as if you won't get back together with her. focus your thoughts on becoming whole as an individual, not just in the context of a romantic relationship. once you feel complete alone, you'll be able to give someone what they need in a relationship. you can't sit around and wait for her...that's not fair to you and it's not really fair to her either.

live your own life. if you and heather get back together, cool. if not, you'll know that you're ok by yourself.

oh, and another piece of advice: keep in touch with old friends who love you. like, oh, i don't know...that crazy fatty girl named katie that you've known since middle school.
give me a call or drop me a line, kid.

[brodiebruce]

I absolutely love you. I feel like a dick talking to you, but I do love you. I think we should hang out, and soon. My aunt's drained all my money out of me by going to the bars recently, and I can't seem to find a ride home, so I'm pretty much fucked on money and transportation. But if a walk in the old Allegan Forrest sounds interesting to you, I'd love to see you again :)

[humalong]

how long are you going to be in allegan?
my car is currently being repaired, so i might actually be able to take a road trip soon. there are a lot of people scattered about the state that i really want to see, and you're one of 'em.

and a walk in the forest always sounds good to me. :)

[brodiebruce]

I'm going to be in beloved Allegan for a couple months at the absolute minimum. Unless something comes up that sounds too good to be true, I am stuck here. And where else are we going to find a forest? :-p

[ice_cream_queen]

awww chuck. i am sorry. when you talked about this girl when we hung out it didn't seem like much. i am here for you. i am going through the same thing right now with someone i was with for a year+++ right now i am trying to cope without him and i won't lie it's the hardest thing to know what you want and have it out of reach. i am sorry i doubt this is helpful. but i am here for you and if you need anything.

[brodiebruce]

I'm not really one to act on my emotions. I am more of a keep them hidden and not ruin anyone else's day kinda guy ;). And once I"m back in Allegan, I'll be giving you a call. :)

[whataboutlou]

oh lovie, what a wonderfully intense life you live. I don't have any advice, because in cases like this I just don't know how to react. I think I tend to love more with my mind than my heart, so I don't feel so much like you do. Hopefully you'll get some contact going again and try to repair everything. Trust is such a hard thing to get back, but I'm sure eventually, after lots of time and phone calls, at least your friendships will be better.

I wish I could say more, but I just don't have words.

love you,
Laura

[brodiebruce]

You speak truth. I love it. I love you. Come back to Michigan. :)

[whataboutlou]

I'm comin'! 27 more days :o)

[brodiebruce]

ooohhhh 27 days, you better have photos.