Title: Unexpected New Start, New Life Pairing/s: TaDaiki, DaiChii(friendship),Ariyama (friendship), TakaNoo,YamaChii, InooBu Genre: Romance, Bitterness*Lol, Friendship,College Life, Betrayal Rating: PG-13 - nc 17? Summary: Daiki plans to start a new life since she is entering her college life. She wanted to start a new life without anything connecting to her First Love Yuya. What would happen to our precious Daiki? Warning : Girl dai-chan and Inoo :D , swearing, some bad words. Some love scenes.
I’ve tried not to listen, I know I’m drunk, But I’m sure right now……….. Yuya is crying. What should I do? What should I do?
Somehow I feel guilty, But who am I to interfere with them right? I really felt guilty that’s why I got out from this room, I just took shower I’m still on Bathrobe, Just robe. Damn it! I forgot that I’m just wearing a bathrobe! I panicked too much.
“Yuya?” Yuya isn’t looking up what should I do?
“Hey” I gave a light squeeze on his shoulders.
“I’m not feeling well right now too but, Sometimes when you are devastated, broken or something you just need to believe that everything will be fine…….soon”
Yuya looked up to me, oooh his precious eyes are now red. He’s not replying. He looks really empty.
“Do you still remember the thing that you said to me?”
He looked up to me,his gaze is so confused.
“When you are in a Dark room, like everything will fall apart and hopeless,don’t lose hope. Every room has it doors When the door is open, you will see light, Light that will give you hope”
He started sobbing again. Damn. I’m just saying to him the words he said when I have problems back then! Maybe I should leave him alone now. He needs time.
“Jaa… Oyasumi ne~” I give up! I don’t know what to do!
Then I ruffled his hair.
I’m about to stand but Yuya grabbed my wrist.
“Can you please stay?” Asdfghjkl should I ? I don’t want to be a ‘shoulder to cry on’ anymore Huhuhuhu help me God,I don’t want to. “Um… ..Okay” I’m a friend, I’m a friend Patience Daiki, patience!
“Dai-Chan you know….. Kei-“ I think he is going to tell me everything….
“Yah I know everything” I don’t want to hear anything about that. He is not replying.
“Just this afternoon. ” Stilll not replying.
“Please don’t ask anymore or anything, Atleast you’ve talk to Yabu-Chan, atleast you know now.” His face blank but crying.
“Just cry If you feel like crying.. akk…right….” Huhu Yuya!!!!!!!! In the first place why am I here inside a suite room with you!!!!!!!!!!!
“That is why Kei doesn’t want me to go to the party, because I will see you, because you know the truth… ….I get it all…………….now”
What should I say? I don’t like being in here. Most awkward feelings of all huhu. So something happened earlier between him and Inoo-Chan?
“How about you take some shower first because you know it might let you feel like you are fresh somehow? Or it will lighten your heavy head”
I’ve tried suggesting some excuses so we can be away from each other.
“Smoke?” Yuya looked to me innocently.
“No no, don’t do that” I said, calmly.
“How about eat?” Then I’m handing Him the last pocky from the huge pocky box that he bought for me. He smiled
“Daiki it is for you” Yuya is smiling but tears are falling. Odd!
“Yah okay! I know! But I’m giving you so you should accept it because I’ll be offended if you don’t! So now-“
Yuya hugged me so tight. And he is crying. My still-wet hair is touching his face and clothes but he doesn’t care.
“Huhhhuhuhuh Daiki~ I feel like dying” Un, that is part of living, I used to feel like that before too,… before… Yuya!
“Yah Jerk!” I said to him calmly but annoyed.
“Mou why are you like that!” He is still crying, when will he stop?
“Because you really are stupid you know, you get fooled by Kei, But not only you, Yabu-Chan too.” Inoo Kei is really intelligent, she has brains!
“Huhuhuhuhuhu” Yuya is still whining, maybe he is absorbing everything now.
“Sorry about that” Am I mean?
“No it’s okay, I also understand Why you didn’t tell me, because it doesn’t have to do anything with you. And I should know it, discover it by myself. I know you are just guilty that’s why you came here but I really appreciate it Daiki”
Yeah you should but how does he know how do I feel!!
Yuya just cried, cried and cried. Time is passing.
“Yuya we’ve been like this for 15 minutes, my bones are gonna crack now!!!”
I can’t help but complain! I’m a human too huhuh.
“Sorry….. I’m really sorry Dai-chan”
We stood up, He headed straight away to the bathroom.
“Wait!”
I checked the bath room first if there are any sharp objects or razors or what.
He might suicide or something, am I too much? Better safe than Sorry!
Safe!
“Douzo~” I faked a smile. Maybe Yuya started bathing himself up.
I’m drying my hair now. Ohhh I remember I would call downstairs take my clothes into laundry.
I was about to pick up the hotel phone when Yuya approached me.
“Gonna call for laundry?”
He asked, He is in bathrobe too, fresh just-showered hair.
He is smoking Hot!
No Daiki, Don’t be like that.
“Un” I gulped. I’m so nervous.
“I’ll do it, I need to laundry these too” then he raise up his clothes.
Meaning both of us, naked………
Underneath.
Damn Awkward!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Mommy where are you?
Yama-Chan?
Chiii!
Someone out there huuhu.
“Yuya I should call Yama-Chan .”
Distracting him or maybe myself? But I should tell Yama-Chan where I am right now , He might be worried! I am worried for myself right now!!!
“I already called him, You fell asleep in the car.” Did I?
“Really?” Think for excuses, distractions anything!!!!
“Yes” Yuya walk out of the room, leaving me alone. Wooh that was hard.
Yuya is now talking to the phone. I heard him ordering different alcohol and drinks. This guy would drown himself later. I sigh, Boys. I’ll just let him do what he wants, he needs time.
I’m here in the room, he is outside maybe on drugs, smoking or maybe drunk.
I’m sitting by the window seeing the beautiful lights, the view down, hugging my knees..
“Pretty isn’t it?” Woah, my heart got surprised. I thought he was out!
“Oh yes…” Well I ended up agreeing with him.
“Our clothes were down now. There are foods in the living room” Are you informing me? Or you just want to make me damn nervous?
“Yes thanks…” I muttered.
“Despite of that view being pretty, some devastating things happen in there.”
Yuya is being emotional but what He said true.
“I know, I’ve felt that too” I said not looking at him.
He sat beside me. He almost falls down! Good thing I am fast too! I hold him. Help him to sit again.
“Hey be careful!”
Yuya smelled like he was made of alcohol and he is so red now. Drunk Drunk Drunk! That fast? Our eyes met but I looked away first.
“Yuya I will sleep now, Goodnight” Better safe than sorry! He just let me go anyways.
I’m lying on my own bed, the Suite he rented has 2 beds pheew, that was the good part of this suite.
Actually I can’t sleep! How can I sleep when I know there are only two of Us, Naked underneath these robes and Yuya is drunk!!!!!! Damn. But I heard Yuya close the lights. Maybe He is on his own bed now. But I can still hear small cries, He is still sobbing.
“Dai-chan?” I’m not gonna say anything!
“Daiki?” I’m asleep already. I don’t hear anything~
“Penguiiin!” Curse this Yuya!
“The hell??!” I snapped! But I’m staring at the ceiling now.
“Can I sleep next to you?”
Oh no, not again. I won’t be a shoulder to cry on part 2 for today, I’ve been used so much. Geez But I just can’t help but be kind. Don’t do to others what you do not want others do to you. I remember when Yama-chan let me sleep beside him and I’m just crying into him almost everynight! Ugh! Okay fine I’ll do it. I’m just returning the goodness in life.
“Err…Sure….” Huhuhuhu mother of God!
Yuya stood up right away! Is he waiting for it? That fast! And he climbs on my bed. He is now hugging me too. Ahuuhuhuuhuu I’ll leave everything to Kami-sama. My back is facing him so He hugged me from behind, he is still crying. I’m gonna smell like alcohol too……….
sooner.
He is just hugging me for several minutes. I can’t sleep! Huhuhuhu I want to cry too.
I looked away again, I can’t have any eye contact with this guy! But I am now melting.
He started to send light Kisses on my neck, He is nuzzling my neck too! Smelling me like there is no tomorrow, burying his nose in me, my body is heating up.
Damn!
Is this rape? Why am I not fighting back?
He is licking the part behind my ear ,up and down. Then to my cheeks He let me face him , on the ceiling, as he climb above me, oh no this is so not happening!
Yuya is smoking hot, He looks so hot. I wanna melt into the grounds.
He started Kissing me, my lips, licking my lower lip….. I don’t know why but I’m returning the kisses back. His Kisses were in need, I felt so pained, I can feel his emotions, because he is drunk our kiss was sloppy. I can feel that Yuya needed me, His hands were on my hands above me, pinning me down on this soft bed, preventing me from moving.
Our tongues danced and battled with each other, I love how these feels. We did this thing in the past , why do I still love it , like I can’t get enough of it?
My eyes are getting watery, I don’t know why. He kissed my cheeks He is going down ward again, down to my neck, sending some nostalgic pleasures that are spreading some hormone wrecking effects all over my body.
I’ve tried to stay still but my body is so stubborn! We are now grinding our bodies with each other. He is kissing me again. I don’t want to stop this.
He let go of my hands freeing me, My right hand travelled onto his soft, silky hair.
My left hand started to hug his back, caressing his not so toned muscles but it felt perfect.
Our Kiss was very passionate again!
our tongues were battling for dominance , of course I had let him win.
Yuya is my drugs.
Yuya starts to undo the tie on My robe, His other hand started to go downwards, to go inside my robe, he is caressing my sensitive body parts, tracing my legs…
He opened my bath robe on the upper part a little and start to nibble my shoulders, I can’t help but release a needy ,intoxicating, sexy grunts.
Again my body is dancing now and Yuya find it very naughty, he is grunting too.
Oh that voice! Eargasm~
Yuya is licking my body again! He is sucking my skin, going to leave some love marks? Love marks? Is this love? Fucking love making? He would soon start to Kiss my chest too, massage or even caress it! He can’t own me! This is not going to happen. I suddenly heard Yama-Chan’s voice in my head, “Protect Yourself”
“Yuya Stop!” I muttered right away! Like a magic He stopped.
“I’m sorry” we both said in unison.
“I’m not Kei, or anyone or anything. Doing this won’t solve your problem, please I’m not a replacement…. Stop……usi-…..using me”
And I break down. Tears are falling nonstop. Yuya’s eyes widen and I think he got back on his senses.
“Daiki, I’m really really sorry” His face pained, He started to wipe my tears too.
“I am so afraid….” I’m crying not looking at him.
“I know,shush…… I’m sorry” He continued to wipe my tears.
“Please don’t hurt me….. Please” And I started sobbing too.
Yuya understands and instead of me comforting him, it goes the other way around.
He said he still want to sleep beside me.
Yuya let me sleep in his arms.
His arm became my pillow.
I snuggled into him and I feel really really safe. My eyes are still wet but its okay I know that Yuya won’t hurt me. We hugged each other,securing each other, sending each other off to our dreamlands.
He is still embracing me and I’m still embracing him, I remember last night.
Damn it my heart is beating fast. Should I move? Would I wake him up?
Yuya is so perfect, his tanned skin, small pointed nose, his short lashes. His slightly curled brown hair. Is he the represantative of Japan in the Greek mythology? He looks so amazing, so perfect.
I really love where I am right now.
It was not the best night but it was not the worst too.
I felt…….
Satisfied that I’m here in his arms.
Then the door bell rang. Yuya grunts
“Urghh” His other hand holds his fore head, Hangover? The other one is still on me , embracing me. I’m still here in his arms :")
“Hey” he said.
“Hey….” I said back. He looked in our position. Don’t get the wrong idea!
“Sorry, I was waiting for you to wake up, I don’t know If I should move or what, I might wake you..” I looked up to him through my lashes.
“Un…. Okay,Omatase” Then he smiled like nothing happened. Last night.
Of course I smiled Back , then he started to move.
“I’ll get that” He started to sit up. Damn Yuya in bed hair asdfghjkll~
Daiki! Stop it!! Stupid stupid! He is so cool and gorgeous damn it.
I feel like drooling.
I headed straight to the bath room, started brushing my teeth. Yuya knocked on the bath room door
“Hey Dai-chan I’ll leave your clothes here in front of the door”
“Yaash, Sanks~” I can’t speak properly, I’m still brushing.
“Tadaima” I change into indoor slippers, Hmm Why is Yama-chan not answering?
I walk into the living room then headed to open the bedroom door. I opened it slowly
Then
Jajaaa~
I saw Chii in Yama-Chan’s arms both still asleep.
Did they do it? I think they are both baked, there are clothes on the floor!! the blanket… is the only thing covering them,then I remember last night,
Shit If I hadn’t stop Yuya maybe I’ll end up being like that too.
But maybe we….. Yuya and I can’t be together again.
I put my stuffs and brought a shirt and a short from the cabinet quietly , i need to change clothes this dress already felt uncomfortable and then I started to watch tv while munching my favourite pocky, Yuya bought a box for me again hehe~
My monile phone is ringing, I can hear it from Yama-Chan’s bedroom, I’m charging it but I’m too lazy to get it.
“ Dai-chan”
“DAI-CHAN!” woaaaah , I didn’t know yama-chan is calling me!
“What?!!!!”
“Please answer you damned phone because me and Chii are still sleeping!” Yabai, Bff is angry.
I quickly stood up.
“Gomen” then I slightly bowed my head argggh!!! This caller is persistent but anyways I answered it without looking at my phone .
“Hello?” “Daiki” “WHY” “Let’s meet up!” “Are you out of your mind?” “I’ll just go in there, open the door” “what the fuck.”
I opened the condominum’s door and Yuya is there: Shades on, white shirt, leather jacket, denim pants and slippers.
“Seriously!”
He just goes in without having my permission!
“Hey don’t be loud, they are still sleeping.”
“They?” then he removed his shades.
Then he opened Yama-chan’s bedroom door. Fuck.
Yuya looked at me, wide eyes his hands on his mouth, He looks silly and cute
I’m still angry with his naughtiness but I can’t stop myself from laughing,Yuya is so cute and funny.
“He Hey!” Then I pulled him.
“Don’t be like that!”
“Sorry, I’m just shocked but they looked cute.”
“Yah, Hey your eyes…” they are so bloated, He cried so much.
“I ended it.”
“What?”
“I talked to Inoo, clear things with her and Yabu. I did it like a business deal, Fast, proper and clean.”
“You are so mean! We are just together 2 hours ago, Yuya how can you do that.”
“Don’t ask me, How can THEY do that?” ooops I forgot that Inoo is the bad person here but.. still They have some long relationship right? He ended their attachment like that?
“Sorry. Fine so what is your reason for barging in here?”
“Am I unwelcome?” He asked, I got shock on that question
“Yes” I Daiki Arioka Has some pride.
“Sorry I thought I’d be welcomed here!” Then he turned around, pretty cocky!
He started dashing through the door. Yama-Chan suddenly goes out from his room.
“Takaki?”
“Hey Yama~” Yuya smiled huhuhuhu.
“Why here? Did you eat?” I can sense some bad things would happen.
“Well…” Then Yuya looked at me.
“Have lunch with us then.” I palmed my face and Yuya just smirked at me. Damn.
We started eating lunch. I’m still so not happy about Yuya being welcome here. Why is Yama-Chan so kind to Him pshh!
“Anoo Dai-Chan Yuri and I will go out, wanna come?”
I look at Chii and He smiled at me. Uwaaaa ! Yes I would come!!
“Can I go to?” Yuya interrupted.
“Of course!” Chii answered, I’m gonna die.
“I’ll pass” Then I smiled to them
Yuya frowned, huh! Hoping you can go out with us?
“Why?” My OTP looked disappointed, sorry guys.
“I’m just…………….” Reasons where are you?
“Tired” and they all look satisfied with my answer? Why!!!!
“Jaaa Dai-chan, just order anything for dinner, my treat!”
My bff said. I hope he wil always be in love. He is so kind!
“Dai-chan I think we’ll be back late, or maybe we’ll visit my mother. I’ll introduce him”
Chii winked at me and Yama-chan looks surprised too. Uwaaaaaaaaaa This is love!
“Jaaaa, Itte rashai!” Yuya said.
I smiled at them, see them taking the elevator.
“Go home now, bakaki!”
“I’ll take care of you today.” The he saluted on me? Eh?
“You don’t have too. I’m fine!!!!”
“But you are tired, you might get sick” Then he looks sad , o why why why!!!!!
“Yuya I’m perfectly fine!!!”
I explained. If I could just say that I didn’t go with them because he Is going with us. Huhuhuhu
“I would still stay” His tone is serious. Argh
I give up, there is no more point on talking with him
I lay on the couch , I get back on watching tv again.
“Dai-chan what should I do now?” Do? What?
“Do I look like a counselor, psychologist or something?”
“Daiki” Hmmp!
“I don’t know, move on? Have a new life? Restart? Take a vacation? Do drugs or something” I replied annoyed.
“ Oy! Pengu!”
“What!!!” Yuya stop it please!!!! Pssh!
“I’ll take the option 4” I recalled everything that I said, Vacation?
“Okay, You may go now, Jaa Sayonara~” I said blankly.
“Okay! “ He started calling for someone in his phone.
After 2 minutes he started talking to me again.
“I booked at the resort in Okinawa , we still have 3 days vacation so.. Ikemashou~”
What the fuck.
“Yuya I mean, you need to have some time alone, move on, anything something like that, somewhere where you can relax and forget or what.”
“I can relax with you.” Doki-Doki
“I’m gonna pass out now!!!” then he started helding me, supporting me.
“Gosh Yuya, I’m okay!!! I’m just too stressed.”
“I’m really sorry” He then kneeled, melted on the carpet.
“I have enough okay? Just please don’t bother me always.” He looks hurt.
“I mean we can be friends but do you have to be with me all the time?” I continued talking.
“I trust you.” I hate Yuya.
“I did too”
“I’m really sorry Daiki, Can’t you forgive me?” I don’t know what to say huhuhuh.
“ If you get my mom’s permission plus my dad’s oh and also Chinen’s?
And Yama-Chan’s Parents….. I’ll go with you”
Ha Yuya! You can never do those, especially how will you go , you don’t even know where my dad is.
“Okay! I need to go now.” He looks confident!
“See you tomorrow, Start packing your things! If you need anything call me okay?” Then I just stare at him , shock evident in my face I swear!!!!!
Then He is now going to the door, I’m in the kitchen getting a glass of water, I need to breath! He stopped when he is about to open the door, he approached me and hug me!!!!!!
But
His hug….
It has a different feels….
“I’ll do anything to be with you, Take care okay? Stay safe.”
Then he just walk out, Out of Yama-chan’s house.
What is this Yuya planning?
Why do I feel like this?
Can someone out there help me and make me understand?