I’ve been having nightmares about my mother lately…nightmares in which I’ve done something else and she’s mad at me, again.  They make no sense when I get into the details, but that’s the gist of it.

Inside, I’m still very much the little girl who wants her mother’s approval.

In the end, however, I chose my ideals over keeping her happy.  I ( Read more... )

Amber's 2007:

• Broke an engagement and moved back in with parents (suck and fail on multiple levels)
• Had a really foolish rebound relationship (...why, self, why?)
• Worked as a waitress for 5 months in a place where all the regulars tended to be cheap fucks and/or ass grabbers (die)
• ...did I mention the fact that I was living with my MOTHER?  And that my ( Read more... )

2007 sucked much ass.

Hello, 2008.  Let's improve things, shall we?