I love my boys.

...especially one in particular

all around it was a fantastic birthday
filled with miniature golf courses,
stuffed dinosaurs (the nice kind)
concert tickets,
beautiful books,
pirate hats,
chinese food,
and a little to much grey goose :0)

first off, I posted some yeah yeah yeahs lyrics like 2 entries back and I just wanted it cleared up that I was not trying to steal anyone's special song that they have with a significant other. the song was incredibly fitting of a mood and situation and the last time I checked mucis was free for everyone to enjoy.I am not trying to use it as my own ( Read more... )

I pray to God you won't come back here anymore,
do you pray with Him too?

Baby I'm afraid of a lot of things but
I ain't scared of loving you
And baby I know you're afraid of a lot of things
But don't be scared of love... 
'Cause people will say all kinds of things
But that don't mean a damn to me
'Cause all I see is what's in front of me
And that's you

things as beautiful as innocence and the simplicity of childhood are no longer treasured.
in fact I don't even know where they went.
when did it become normal to hate your life so much at the age of 20?
when did cynicism become the normal attitude?
the days keep running together and pretty soon its just a blur.

my cave is deep now but your light is ( Read more... )

Nobody said it was easy,
No one ever said it would be this hard,

Oh take me back to the start....

everything back in its rightful place.

where do you turn when the things that used to make you feel better don't?
nothing can seem to change your mood.
what do you do when you feel like you have done nothing.
nothing good.
nothing good enough.
the things in yourself you were scared to show are opened up and then turned against you.
the things you have ( Read more... )

The moment I said it
the moment I opened my mouth
lead in your eyelids
Bulldozed the life out of me
I know what you're thinking
But darling you're not thinking straight
Sadly things just happen.... we can't...... explain

It's not even light out
Suddenly, you've somewhere to be
No hesitation
mmm...I've never seen you like this
Your'e scaring me, 
You're scaring ( Read more... )

they past couple of weeks can not even be put into words.
a series of 
love,
stress,
anger,
disappointment,
joy,
relief,
sadness,
and
hope.

its nights like these where I get to enjoy solitude and listen to the rain fall and think about things that are beautiful. the things that truly matter. the things I am grateful for.

I am grateful for the most amazing ( Read more... )

does it hurt when you wear two faces?

...what are we fighting for.