are you leaving me?

i'd be lost without you.

don't leave.
i need you.

please don't leave.

you don't understand.

i'd be lost.

damnit.
i just want to scream.
in a large dark field.
then choke myself to the death.
fuck.
oh, and fuck you, fuck-up.
you should've known better.

moving out.
again.
back.
it's ok.
job is good.
moped. great.
school. eh.

monsters. meaner and bigger than ever.

god save me.

before its too late.

Honesty does not exist.

I don't care how you put it.

I'm returning to school. Tomorrow I will file my fafsa and will try this again. In June, I'm leaving Terre Haute. It's about time. This town is cursed for me. I feel better about my situation, except for a couple of major problems hidden behind my eyes. AND BEHIND MY EYES ONLY. And that is where the fun begins ( Read more... )

After writing the previous post I began to wonder why I never update pictures on here.
Starting with a picture from high school and ending with a picture from about a month ago, all in order, check out how much i've changed in appearance.


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I'm leaving.
In June.
It's time.

I'm going to school in Michigan or possibly in northern Indiana.

Goodbye, Terrible Haute.

Though this city is where I am from, I don't plan to live here ever again.
It's time.

enjoy, kids.



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