Fuck. I missed another day. *sighs* Rebecca's parents are fucktards. I want to go to the mall. Things suck ass.

The girls loved making cookies today. And we swam, wich was annoying. Tomorrow I have to go at 7:15 instead of 6:30, so that's good. I think I'm going to save for a couple of weeks and buy a high quality punching bag. Or medium quality. But I really need one. My package finally shipped. I'm pretty tired. I need to take my Lithium as well ( Read more... )

Okay, Mary offered me a year round nanny job. 3 or 4 days a week, getting paid at the end of the week each time. I'm taking it. Zoe goes to school, so it'll just be Gabby and me all day. And then Zoe when she comes home. It'll be fairly easy. And it will keep my sleep schedual on track. Something happened today while babysitting, but I don't feel ( Read more... )

I really, really like this song. Ooh, Kitty is sniffing the donut box. Anyway, I'm really letting myself get caught up in life and I'm not keeping as spiritually strong as I should. So, I've decided to read scriptures daily, and pray at least once a day. Prefferably twice a day. Prayers in the morning really start the day off on the right foot, but ( Read more... )

Unfortunately, I can't fix my computer tonight. Tomorrow I will though. My Amazon stuff didn't come. Tomorrow I'm thinking I'll make cookies with the girls. I can't wait for my money.

I still can't use rich text mode. I'm freaking pissed. I want to make some digital art and I can't! Claire doesn't want to babysit this next week, so I'm gong to. I could use the cash.

Okay, I'm fucking pissed. Benj has the data disks I need to redo my computer. So I redid it, but can't do much on it. I can't get rich text mode to show up, my Amazon stuff hasn't come, and I can't talk to Rebecca! *fumes* Well, I'll post the manip under the cut... And it looks fucking terrible! Okay, just terrible. ( Read more... )

Fuck. I found adware on my computer. Half an hour from when Rebecca's getting home. I hope I can get it off in time. Oh, I finished that manip.

You know how it's really hard to describe your dreams to people because they can't be totally put into words? Well, I had a dream last night, and it probably won't make much sense to anybody.

I was babysitting for Mary again. Her house was completely different in the dream of course. And it's flooding over and over outside. All the way up to the ( Read more... )

I made another icon. Claire is learning how to make blinkies. I had to make my journal friends only becaue my therapist asked me too. *shrugs* Claire and I are going to see The Island sometime this week. I need a new CD rack. Grandma is visiting.