puffy eyes

[brewsta]

why is it that people get puffy eyes from crying? to look at someone who had a good long hard cry and see their puffy eyes it pretty amusing, but they must have been through something incredibly sad to have such puffy eyes. that's how i feel this morning. i am emotionally wiped out. i feel like i'm not allowed to be so sad and hurt because it

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[redsox1918]

i'm probably drunk, and what i say doesn't matter anywaus. and it just seems so long since you loved me, i don't understand. i never stopped loving you. . . and right now i'm so fucking sad. i'm sorry that i let you down, and whatever made you stop loving me, i'm sorry about that too. when i look at myself i don't see anything to love right now, so i don't blame you for falling out of love with me. i suck, and i know that. i just miss you so much that it hurts a lot.. i'm sorry that i ever dropped the ball, i wdh i could have made you love me forever. .. .

[redsox1918]

when i typed "wdh" i meant wished

[redsox1918]

i'm sorry. my friends showed up before i felt like we could fix anything. you will be without me forever, and it will be better for you. i'm sorry that i'm no good.