so these past days seem to show something. our "family" aka PSP crew looks like its falling apart. people are hanging out with other people or the family is split into groups. i kinda feel stuck in the middle of it cuz i hang with one or the other and id rele like things to go back to the way they were. back in the begining when we use to go out to ( Read more... )

i dunno why but ive been in up and down moods lately. maybe cuz of all this damn shit drama that has been going on ( Read more... )

i got like two songs in my head, well one song from brand new and a bit of a hidden in plain view song...

Hidden in plain view-Garden statement So let me drown so I can breathe again I’m through choking and suffocating on alter egos and alterior motives which weigh you down and take control of the way you are and the things that you need the life ( Read more... )

Troubled Souls ( Read more... )

i figured id do this too....plz comment im curious! :P ( Read more... )

pretty damn tired right now. the party was fricken sweet, never had so much pop and food in my life ( Read more... )

this hurts, this hurts like i have hurt her, for not saying this a awhile ago. i was afraid of more false asumpstiions.

yea i did like ceicly back in september. no i didnt ever ask her out or think about it. no i never kissed her, ive only hugged her.

i dont have feelings for cecily now, im only a friend to her and she is a friend to me.

this ( Read more... )

i dont want this to end,
i just want what we had to mend,
i didnt mean for the tears,
didnt mean for the fears,
didnt mean for the pain,
just want to take away the things that drive u insane,

ill tell you what though
ill share with you my tears, ill tell you my fears,
ill tell you of my pains, the things drive my own self insane,
let out my mind, seek the ( Read more... )

Long goodbyes and second chances
Forgiving all we fight for, forgetting all we lose
Cause we're losing it on the way things happen
Doing all we do to fill up the quiet
Break the awkward silence consuming our lives
We're spending our time keeping our distance
And speaking trivial, and trite.

And I'll find some way to cut myself open, over and over again
And ( Read more... )

ah so the crew and i went to cedar point, good fucking times. lets see so many inside jokes, maintance!, car battery dead, the pissy raft lady, the piddle on the fireworks, the extreme trainride, lost in our own state, car bump, me geting lost in ohio, the 4 hillbillys, Vees hero the maintence guy, the sexy pose, "ull tan and ill sizzle like ( Read more... )