AHAHA jesus. where the hell is he when needed? godamn this stuff that eats me from the inside out is taking a toll. im tired of it. tired of this bullshit, like this total disregard crap. i dont know how i feel when im around or away. ah well beck to dealing with it all as always and for a long time.......christ shes in my head all the time....

Love me or hate me, care about me or dont care at all, i can be your best friend or your worst enemy, I could destroy your life or save it, i could stab you in the back or have it, i could crush your heart or make it grow, who am i? nor good nor evil.......just nothing

feeling alone for some reason, even when im with someone i still feel alone. like im in a thick mist no where to be found. Or im trying to find something i lost and doesnt seem like ill ever get it back.

fuck that and fuck you.

i dont rele know wtf to put here, dont feel like putting what i did cuz everyone that reads it would have been there.

...all i know is life is so fucking unfair......GODDAMNT THIS FUCKING SHIT MOOD IVE BEEN IN!.....i just want this crap mood to end.....but i know it wont till i let go

damn these images in my head ( Read more... )

List Ten Things That Make You Happy & Tag Six Friends To Do The Same ( Read more... )

I was never ment for the legends you told, for memorable times, I was never ment to make you feel special, to feel happier than you ever have been, It was never ment to be, because i was never ment for you....

FIRST OFF I DOUBT ANYONE WILL READ THIS AND COMMENT SO WHAT THE FUCK EVER I DONT CARE ( Read more... )

well i went to see corpses bride friday with amanda, vee, and jason. It was pretty frickin sweet ( Read more... )