I keep coming back to this, not remembering when I first experienced it myself. The physical changes bother me less than the various ticks that come along with the abuse; the clicking of the teeth, the clearing of the nasal passages, the lack of ability to be still. I think it is because I can pretend the physical changes came about due to prolonged exposure to the sun... the effects can be similar; but there is no pretending with the ticks.
You've got to be kidding me! I think I remember who you are talking about! Well she was always in the fastlane speeding towards self-destruction. But I am sorry to see that it has come this quickly. It sucks.
I used meth for 13 years. I saw the damage that the drug could cause. But being mentally ill I used it to escape reality. Now I am clean and sober for 11 years. No AA or NA for me, just knowing where I got to and where I wanted to be was enough to turn the corner for me. I am now on parole as a sex offender. This is a hard thing to deal with. Employment is practically nil. Perhaps I am lucky because I am a veteran who got help during my time in the service, (Army 79-84). I am 100% service connected disabled. I am also on SSD. So my life isn't as hard as it could be. But knowing that I will be punished for life because in part of meth is a hard thing to handle.
I am interested in studying indian club swinging and you are the only person in livejournal with the same interest in that field as me. Have you ever tried it? How much should they weight? Did you buy them online or you made them yourself?
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Thank you for sharing.
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~Catherine
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You would not believe the change; cute gal, if totally flakey becomes a frightening cautionary tale.
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Try Ebay.
You need all sorts of weights to do it right.
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