you'd be suprised at how much i spend my time thinking now. i am. i have gotton so caught up in life that i have forgotton to sit and think. its crazy because thats all i used to do. i was quiet and i thought alot. then for awhile, i tried saying my opinion. that'd didnt work out so well.. so now its back to thinking again ( Read more... )

"if you want to view paradise, simply look around and view it. you can change the world if you want to do it."

-willie wonka.

thump thump, thump...
sigh.. yeah its still beating.

today was a terribly long day because you see, all my days are long when i dont hear from josh. i was thinking about my broken heart, and his, and how if only i could of changed my stars before i met him maybe things would be different. but you cant change the past can you. you can only make the future better so that the things that happend in the ( Read more... )

falling in love is quite possibly the greatest thing. who could of known that night when i met him that he'd be my everything. i cant help smiling to myself every time i think of his sweet face. he looks so peaceful when he sleeps. i think i could stay in his arms forever. he makes my heart smile and i love every minute of it. he makes me so happy ( Read more... )

it seems like it takes me close to forever to update this silly thing i call a journal. psh, such is life. ive been so busy, but ever so bored. i think i need a change of scenery.. i wouldnt mind a sunny day and pretty trees. eah good work, thats what i need. and some inspiration for painting, that would be great. i adore hanging with my friends ( Read more... )

lonliness isnt a feeling, its a state of being. only you can pull yourself out of it.

the constant sunshine crawling between the blinds of my room makes me smile as i lie in bed thinking of nothing. the warmth of the blue skies slowly heals my used to be broken heart and i laugh to myself that he and i will be together today. it is finally time to let go and though i sigh, im happy. it should be manditory that everyone listen to the ( Read more... )

Men hath broken my heart; and i am full of heaviness: and i looked for some to take pity, but there was none; and for comforters, but i found none ( Read more... )

hey lush have fun... its the week end.