I'm in love with strangers

[brattibebe]

Why do I get the feeling I'm going to end up doing something stupid and then I'll mess up everything before it even starts? *breathe in, breathe out

Comments

[flying_xandi]

Ummm... I remember some of that. You should just blow up some stuff and/or people. Making things simple with explosions since 1990; Xandi.

[brattibebe]

Did you explode your way into the world? ^_~

[spendyourchange]

Wanna know why?

1. You're way too focused on being productive and/or social 24/7
2. You're way too critical of yourself
3. You feel guilty for being a naturally selfish and self-centered person
4. You're possibly depressed (or at least unhappier) since the breakup with Dominique
5. Life is overwhelming you due to the aforementioned issues, and that in turn is exacerbating them

I understand if you're mad that I said this. It's completely blunt, rude, insensitive, and I could even understand if you interpreted it as a personal attack. However, I figured you deserved a straight-forward and honest answer. I respect you too much to give you anything other than what I believe to be the truth. I hope you understand

[brattibebe]

Umm...have you forgotten who I am? That doesn't bother me in the least. In fact, I'm quite aware of most of it, but my life is such that is is nigh unavoidable.

[spendyourchange]

okey. I wasn't sure if that question was purely rhetorical, or if you actually wanted some feedback. I meant no offense, and I hope none was taken

[brattibebe]

It was mostly rhetorical, meant to show frustration with myself about my current state of affairs.
None taken at all.