I've Come to the Realization...

[brandnewrapture]

...that I have absolutely nothing in my life going for me. I have no car, no money and no friends. And definitely no friends who can bother to pick me up in their cars, since I am in the process of buying my own, even if I offer them monetary severance for the half hour of their time I'm asking in giving me a ride to and from the events of the

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[glasstears18]

Hello...what makes you think you have no friends, just cause they can't give you a ride? I don't know what your situation is with them, it's not worth dying over though, you know that...Matt...you remember me? You remember the converstation about friendship that we had, about how honest, loyal and trustworthy we both were....well I am still that way...it makes me cry that you are ignoring me for no reason at all. I am sorry IF I fucked up your life, all I was trying to do was help...I just wish you would give me some sort of feed back, you have no idea how much this is tearing at me inside...It's not that I am upset, it's past that point, no I am not mad at you, I just don't understand anything anymore...I don't know why I dropped off the face of the earth? I would be there if you ever needed to talk, but you don't want me. I am not saying these things to get feedback, I am just trying to understand...so I don't get fucked over again, because if something like this happens again this summer, I am dead, I am slitting my wrist or

[another_forever]

i don't really like the fact that i kind of get ruled out as a friend, with the whole "no friends who can bother to pick me up" thing... because people suck. i don't expect anything in return, because obviously, i like hanging out with you and you ARE my best friend. and i know you'd do the same for me. and have. but i don't like being grouped with the assholes who can't be bothered with giving you a ride. and it sort of makes me feel like shit that you say you have no friends, i dunno. i'm sorry. i guess i'm not a very good friend to you.

[glasstears18]

you are a good friend risa...he is only being pestimistic...thats all...he has ruled me out all together...don't know why and i don't care i have given up on him...it just makes me wonder if everything he told me wasn't true you know...Matt will sort out his problems...you are a good friend.

friends..

[_wink_wink_]

im just kinda here. thats all. and the ultimate cure for sadness is ofcourse grilled cheese sandwiches.