Dearest bearer of my existence,
Dearest bearer of my existence,
Today is the 39th anniversary of your birth. You will not receive the satisfaction of me acknowledging you. for the first time in the last 7 years i am not waking up in the middle of the night terrified that you will find me. i do not have panic attacks over our past. now my heart flutters instead of screams. i have finally learned to trust people and i have learned that i can love without hurting the ones i love. i know now that i am a great person. i am strong when i need to be and gentle when i need to be. i am stepping in the right direction. everyday i surround myself with people that care about me and i know i can trust.
this isnt completed im just done for the night.
Today is the 39th anniversary of your birth. You will not receive the satisfaction of me acknowledging you. for the first time in the last 7 years i am not waking up in the middle of the night terrified that you will find me. i do not have panic attacks over our past. now my heart flutters instead of screams. i have finally learned to trust people and i have learned that i can love without hurting the ones i love. i know now that i am a great person. i am strong when i need to be and gentle when i need to be. i am stepping in the right direction. everyday i surround myself with people that care about me and i know i can trust.
this isnt completed im just done for the night.