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Right now.
I am very nearly satisfied with the way my life is going.
The FES is good.
I am happy.
Thank you to anyone who reads this, you undoubtedly help me to be happy.

I am beset by the inadequacies of my life.

I am the boy whole.

My feet had become muddied, I could not even wipe them clean on the mat; everywhere I went I was followed by a darkness of which this world of home knew nothing (Hesse 12).

I feel like there are secrets I haven't told anyone.
They must be unearthed.
I always feel a little dirty.

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There isn't enough.
Try scraping the bottom of the jar.
Find petty remnants.
Patch them together to complete it.
It wont work.
The whole of it is never enough.

I am cold.

As the distance becomes more apparent, the need for connections is great.
The family hurts.
The friends help.