my life has become completely unmanageable because I am addicted to alcohol and drugs

[bountyhunter]

Holy God I'm tired. For some reason my body can handle getting up at the 5:45-6am every day and going on brutal hikes or kayaking for twelve hours a day, but it starts falling apart when I have to do the same thing in the real world. Yesterday I stayed home from school to sleep in till 9:30 and spent the day relaxing and running errands. Why can't

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[goodwillhunter1]

so are there people you can talk to in english at all or is it total immersion? It must be really alienating.

[bountyhunter]

well there are some americans but as i'm taking 4 classes out of five with mexican students (that is, regular uni classes), the most english i encounter mon-fri is one dude twice a week in my spanish class. it's pretty intense but at the same time it's pretty awesome being free in a new place. but yeah, being a foreigner can get alienating. to be honest i've been struggling with that sort of thing lately..