No matter how happy I get someone manages to fuck that up, I don't even think they realize. Maybe I just take it offensively. I know I shouldn't be sad because of negative people in my life but sometimes I can't help it... for some god damn fucking reason I care about them. I SHOULDN'T because in the end I am nothing really... to them anyway. It ( Read more... )

Last night I dyed my hair blonde. I actually like it too. I think I am going to keep it this way for awhile...well actually go lighter.

Today, despite the cold weather and the long hours of homework, is an uplifter. I've realized a couple of things like I can't just sit here and wait for my dreams to come true, I need to do something about them, even if it means giving some of them up. I can deal with being a good friend, that's cool, I can care for him in someway. I guess ( Read more... )

I'm dreading the thought...Today was the first day back to school and it's horrible. Math, math and more math...History, Science, French all pack into one! I'm never going to be able to go outside again for this semester. School changed everything. No more south park, no staying up at all hours, no more late night talks with Chris, no more late ( Read more... )

I basically made this livejournal for Kayla :D But I guess it can be pretty fun just to let things out when you can't tell people... I'll figure the site out soon and get used to it :D But for now this is my entrie