This, my fourth vidding year, was far and away the hardest, the best, the worst, the most fun and the most ridiculous since I started. I learnt more this year than I did since my first year (I pretty much feel I learnt nothing for a good three years--I just languished around feeling dissatisfied--which probably explains the cranky malaise with
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I love the new zen you, and it's lovely seeing you enjoying yourself again! And I totally second that motion that goals aren't really that helpful. Just taking things in your stride and going where the road takes you is way more rewarding!
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This is interesting to me, in that it is definitely different from my interaction with vidding. I don't love the process, I love the product. It's always about the audience: me. I mean, obviously I enjoy the act of putting the clips together to some extent, but what I really love is having the finished vid to watch (obsessively). Even if the vid never matches up to my vision of what it could be, the bulk of it is stuff that I like seeing. Vidding is quite a sybaritic hobby for me--it's all about the physical pleasures. Oh, and comments from other people are awesome, too. Musn't forget that! :D
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But I did find over time that there was a cumulative malaise from not having any finished vids to watch. It wasn't that I wasn't enjoying what I was doing, it just felt a little more directionless eventually. But connecting with enjoying the process was really good for me! :)
Of course I do enjoy the feedback very much! And now I'm back in a 'finished stuff is cool' phase again. ;)
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Ah, yeah, I can see how that would be really tough. On the other hand, maybe I'm too easy on myself and would achieve great things if I pushed myself harder.
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