Just Relax - CYOA Part 4
Julian looked from Noel’s face to the white ecstasy tablets in his hand. Could he really do this? Could he really take drugs with Noel after previously refusing to do anything with him when he was high? It wasn’t like Julian had never taken drugs before; he’d done a fair amount of dope in his time, but ecstasy?
Noel was right, though, they did need to reconnect, but was this the way to do it? Maybe he just needed to lighten up and relax. After all, were drugs really as dangerous as everyone made them out to be? Only one way to find out…
“Er, Noel, are you completely sure about this?” Julian said, clearing his throat.
“Yeah,” Noel nodded, “Come on, Ju! It’ll be great; just you, me and a heightened sense of everything as we make love.”
Julian glanced again at the small tablets in Noel’s palm and made up his mind.
“Alright, Noel, let’s do it.”
“Brilliant!” Noel smiled, offering a tablet to Julian.
He took the ecstasy from Noel and studied it sceptically. Gathering his courage, he placed the pill on his tongue, moved it around in his mouth for a moment and then swallowed. Following Julian’s lead, Noel did the same, handing him a glass of wine. Julian smiled his thanks before taking a swig from it. Noel sipped at his wine for a few seconds and then put the glass on the table.
“Right,” Noel said, “where were we?”
He pounced on Julian, pinning him to the couch and capturing his mouth in a searing kiss. He ran his hands over Julian’s torso kissing him deeply. As his tongue explored Julian’s mouth, Noel could taste the wine as well as something he couldn’t really define but was unmistakably ‘Julian.’
Julian kissed Noel back with equal fervour, fighting for dominance. He buried his hands in Noel’s dark mane, clutching and pulling at his hair, his brain foggy with passion. Both men lost track of time, completely engrossed in one another as they kissed passionately on the couch.
Freeing his hands from Noel’s hair, Julian felt under Noel’s t-shirt, tugging it upwards over Noel’s head, needing to feel Noel’s bare skin against him.
Now semi-naked, Noel propped himself up on his hands and gazed down at Julian. He thought that Julian looked amazing; sprawled across the couch, his lips redder than normal, eyes dark with arousal and his broad chest rising and falling quickly as he panted softly.
“Let’s move this to the bedroom.”
Julian nodded in response. Noel’s mouth twitched into a smile as he got off the couch and held out a hand to Julian, leading him into the bedroom. Noel led him to the bed, slowly unbuttoning Julian’s shirt, kissing every inch of newly exposed skin. Julian moaned under Noel’s ministrations, trying to remember when last Noel had been this attentive, or indeed when last he had felt so turned on.
Noel slid the shirt off, exposing Julian’s bare shoulders, pressing a kiss to his neck and gently pushing him back onto the bed. He unzipped Julian’s trousers, tugging them off along with his boxers, kissing Julian’s thighs as he went. Julian gave a heavy sigh. This was good. This was very good.
He shivered as Noel’s mouth crept along on his inner thigh, sending shockwaves straight to his cock. Noel removed Julian’s shoes and socks and placed light kisses on each of Julian’s toes, then along the inside of his foot up to Julian’s ankles, his tongue darting out to lick at the skin around the protruding bone there. He placed open-mouthed kisses further up Julian’s thigh, sucking gently at the sensitive skin, running his hands around Julian’s bare buttocks and squeezing the muscles as he inched closer and closer towards Julian’s groin.
Julian trembled and whimpered beneath him, feeling Noel’s hot breath ghost across his erection, and then it was gone. He grunted in disappointment, propping himself up on his elbows to see where Noel had gone. Noel stood at the foot of the bed, hurriedly removing his clothes. Julian gave a predatory smirk, catching sight of Noel’s thick, glistening cock.
Noel walked over to the bedside cabinet. Opening the draw, he took out a tube of lubricant and a tub of chocolate body paint then moved back onto the bed, straddling Julian’s hips. He unscrewed the lid of the body paint and dipped a finger inside the tub, coating it with chocolate and then circled it delicately around each of Julian’s erect nipples. Julian gasped.
“You know,” Noel purred, licking the chocolate off his finger, “I got this idea from you.”
Julian’s eyes were transfixed by Noel’s finger as he slowly tongued the chocolate from it. Suddenly Julian wished he was that finger.
“I saw this jar next to the bed at your place and I nicked it,” Noel said, running his spit slicked finger down the centre of Julian’s chest. “I thought there’s no point in letting it go to waste, is there?”
Julian groaned in response. Noel’s teasing had worked him up into a writhing frenzy. Seeing the effect he was having on Julian, Noel took pity on him. Lowering his mouth to one of Julian’s nipples, he slowly licked the chocolate from it then he moved to the other, repeating the process, but this time sucking on Julian’s nipple long after the chocolate had been devoured.
All Julian could do was moan and shudder. The sensation of Noel’s mouth on his nipples had never felt this intense before. The world had become hazy and beautiful, dreamlike, and every sensation was particularly intense and special. Thinking about it, his life had been grossly mundane up until now, but now, oh now, he knew what it was like to be truly alive. He knew what it was like to feel.
Eventually Noel released Julian’s nipple and reached for the tub of chocolate again. Scooping out the contents with his finger, he lifted it to Julian’s mouth, smearing the chocolate all over his lower lip. Noel bent down to lick it off. Julian gasped as he felt Noel’s tongue on his lips. Then Noel’s tongue was in his mouth, sharing the taste with him. Julian forgot how to breathe and just focussed on tasting. Chocolate everywhere, Noel everywhere, he was in heaven. This was perfect, Noel was perfect.
Noel was chocolate.
Yeah, that sounded about right. Noel was delicious melted chocolate covering his entire body, running into every crevice, turning Julian into chocolate. He was making a chocolate mould of Julian so that at Christmas time he could be covered in tinfoil and sold to be put in Christmas stockings. A life-size chocolate man. It would have to be a mighty big stocking.
Noel propped himself up and hovered over Julian, smirking.
“You’re filthy.” Noel’s voice was deeper than normal. “You’re a filthy, dirty boy, covered in chocolate and spit. You love it, don’t you?”
Julian looked up, Noel eyes were glazed over, but Julian wasn’t sure if it was from lust or the drugs.
“Well then, maybe you should clean me up.” Julian he replied.
“Mmm.” Noel got off the bed and without another word went into the bathroom. Julian smirked and pushed himself up from the bed, admiring how Noel’s arse muscles rippled as he walked.
When Julian walked into the bathroom, Noel had already started the shower. Once the water temperature was right, Julian climbed in, quickly followed by Noel. Grabbing a face-cloth, Noel poured some body wash onto it and began washing Julian’s chest, making small, slow circles. He enjoyed the sounds Julian made as he ran the cloth over his nipples. He looked down at Julian’s penis which twitched with each swipe.
Sinking to his knees, Noel placed his hands on Julian’s hips. He peered up through his long lashes and gave the most innocent look he could muster, which wasn’t very innocent at all considering that he was licking his lips in anticipation and was also heavily aroused. Julian looked down at Noel- he looked incredible, his dark hair wet and hanging loosely around his face, his bright blue eyes wide and lust filled, his lips slightly parted with promises of what was to come, his cock jutting out from the dark thatch of hair at his groin. Julian felt he could ejacutate just from looking at Noel.
Julian placed his hands on Noel’s shoulders and squeezed gently.
“Noel,” he whispered.
Noel batted his eyelids. “Yes, Julian?”
“Please…” Julian’s voice was husky.
“Please what?” The corners of Noel’s mouth twitched. If Julian had been thinking clearly he would have said that Noel was smirking.
“Suck me!” Julian growled.
Noel giggled and lowered his head, licking the tip of Julian’s cock, removing the jism that had gathered there. He licked down the shaft, right to the base. Julian ground his hips, needing more friction. Noel ignored Julian’s insistence and moved his mouth lower delicately tonguing Julian’s balls. Taking one in his mouth, Noel sucked on it gently. Julian moaned, his hands tightening around Noel shoulders.
“Oh god, Noel.” Julian gasped, tossing his head back, his hips jerking spasmodically.
Noel released Julian’s scrotum and licked his way along Julian’s penis before taking it in his mouth bobbing his head up and down as he begun gently sucking. Everything in Julian’s world went hazy, his attention solely on the suction on his cock. Julian buried his hands in Noel’s hair, guiding his head back and forth. Soon Julian felt the telltale tightening in his balls and came fully in Noel’s throat. Noel swallowed and let Julian’s softening cock slip from his mouth licking his lips in a way Julian considered obscenely decadent.
Helping Noel to his feet, Julian kissed him deeply, enjoying his taste on Noel’s tongue. Resting a hand on Noel’s lower back, Julian trailed the other down his chest, along the line of hair to Noel’s crotch and then wrapped it around his erect cock. Julian tugged it rhythmically, twisting his hand slightly as he neared the head. Noel rested his head on Julian’s chest, giving in to the sensations, bucking his hips sporadically, pulled Julian into another kiss.
As Julian continued to pump his hand, he felt Noel’s body stiffen. Warm jets of semen covered his hand and belly as the tension drained out of Noel’s body, his legs buckling a little. Julian pulled him close. He could feel the sharp rise and fall of Noel’s chest against his and a smile pressed against his neck. As Noel’s breathing slowed, he pulled back slightly to look up at Julian.
“I got you all messy again,” Noel giggled.
******
Julian woke up feeling content and sated. He breathed in, the scent of Noel and sex filling his nostrils, and smiled. Julian had never felt this happy and relaxed. He gazed lovingly down at Noel, who was curled tightly around him. A strange warmth filled Julian’s chest and his heart gave a tiny flutter. He didn’t think he’d be able to survive without Noel; he loved him completely. He loved Noel’s smile, his eyes and his arse. He loved how Noel could make him laugh and how he was always full of energy. He loved how he was the only one Noel would truly be himself around; Noel didn’t feel the need to impress Julian and he could drop his showbiz persona around him. Hell, he even loved how Noel could irritate him like nobody else could. Julian was well and truly addicted to Noel and he didn’t think he’d ever be able to get enough.
Noel murmured something and stretched, then opened his eyes. “Hey” he said sleepily.
“Hey yourself,” Julian smiled back.
Noel yawned and then blinked a few times, reminding Julian of a kitten.
“Sleep well?” Julian ventured, wondering if Noel was awake enough to hold a simple conversation.
“Yeah, you?”
“I haven’t slept so well in ages.”
“Yeah, know the feeling.” Noel smiled against Julian’s chest and then lifted his head. “Breakfast?”
“Yeah thanks.”
When Noel had fetched them both coffee and toast for breakfast, he returned to bed. Julian couldn’t think of a time when everything had seemed so perfect. There was nowhere he’d rather be than lying in bed with Noel after an amazing night of love making. Julian felt utterly content, and yet it was more than that. He felt like he had finally found where he belonged and who would have guessed it was here in Noel’s bed? Not even their friends and family knew how close they really were and the public certainly didn’t have single clue about their relationship.
Julian glanced over at Noel, who was nibbling at his toast, and smiled. Sometimes Julian couldn’t believe that someone as gorgeous and fascinating as Noel could love him back. He was certain that Noel did indeed love him and had learnt not to question it but occasionally Julian would look at Noel and wonder if anyone would ever be worthy of him. Noel was like a rare and exotic creature, beautiful and mystical, almost sacred. Julian at times thought that Noel would be better off if he was free; surely creatures like Noel didn’t deserve to be kept in captivity? Julian has always tried his best to give Noel the freedom he deserved to the extent that he possibly gave him too much freedom, often caving in to Noel’s every request.
Noel had finished his piece of toast and was cradling the cup of coffee in his hands, alternatively blowing at the hot liquid and sipping it daintily. He looked up over his cup and smiled at Julian.
“Hey Ju, I know you’re not really into parties and all, but there’s one tonight and I thought maybe you’d like to come? I think Rich and Mike are gonna be there.”
“Um, I don’t really know…” Julian stuttered, suddenly feeling awkward and looking away. Noel was right, Julian didn’t really like going to parties.
“I don’t really fit in.”
“Aw, come on, Ju, please? Look at Rich. Do you really think he fits in?”
“But Rich is loud and hyper; he’s easily the centre of attention. I’m awkward and broody, I make people feel uncomfortable.”
“No you don’t! So you might not like to talk to strangers and you don’t wear shiny clothes, but who cares? I don’t! Please, Julian, I really want you there, I miss you when I go out.” Noel put on his most seductive look, his eyes wide and shiny. Julian didn’t stand a chance.
“Oh alright then.” Julian sighed.
“Thanks Ju!” Noel leaned over to give Julian a quick but sincere kiss. “It really means a lot to me.”
Later that evening, Noel and Julian got ready to leave. Well, Julian was already finished and he was waiting for Noel. In the bedroom, Noel stood in front of the full length mirror, turning this way and that, scrutinising his appearance. Julian sat on the bed and watched him.
“Julian,” Noel said suddenly, “Tell me honestly, do I look fat?”
Julian spluttered. “Noel, of course you don’t look fat!”
And Noel didn’t. In fact, if anything he looked a little too skinny, but Julian didn’t say that. He still looked fantastic.
“Noel you look gorgeous.”
“I shouldn’t have eaten that chocolate last night…” Noel murmured. He pouted and turned his back to the mirror then craned his neck to look, huffing.
“Does my bum look big to you?”
Noel turned around so Julian could see. Julian stood up from the bed and walked to Noel, placing his hands on Noel’s bum. He squeezed gently and kissed Noel’s neck.
“Noel, your bum doesn’t look big. In fact, it looks rather tasty and if I didn’t think it would mess up your hair, or make us late, I’d fuck you right now.”
Julian licked around the shell of Noel’s ear and then tugged on his earlobe with his teeth. Noel sighed and pressed his back against Julian, grinding his arse against Julian’s crotch, feeling his hardness. Julian kissed Noel’s neck, licking and sucking at the pale flesh then stepped back from him. Noel whimpered a little.
“Come on you, we better get going,” Julian said, giving Noel’s arse a playful slap as they left the bedroom.
******
Noel and Julian arrived at the club and immediately went to the bar. They stood for a while chatting and watching people dance. Julian had to admit that the one good thing about going to clubs with Noel was that he could people watch to his hearts content. The way that people interact and react to each other had always intrigued him.
Mike and Rich joined them shortly after and the four men spent the next half hour talking and laughing. Mike drifted off to talk to someone he knew and Rich decided that it was time to be ridiculous. He strolled onto the dance floor and danced, using all his favourite moves; the Nipple Fondle, the Crotch Thrust, the Grab and Eat and the Retarded Robot. He even pulled out a new move that he had shown Julian earlier on in the week. He called it the Windmill and had told Julian that it was very experimental. The move basically consisted of Rich flinging his arms about in front of him in a circular motion and jumping up and down until he got tired.
Laughing, Noel leaned over to Julian, “Hey, Ju. I’ll be back in a bit; hopefully Rich will keep you amused while I’m gone.”
With that Noel bounded across the club, disappearing into the crowd. Julian watched Rich for a bit longer. He winced in sympathy and somewhat cruel amusement as Rich unintentionally clouted a poor unsuspecting woman in the face. Soon Rich was given a wide berth by the other dancers for fear of personal injury. Julian ordered another drink and sipped it slowly, hiding his grin behind the glass and watching as people tried to avoid Rich, who tried in vain to get people to dance with him.
After a few minutes, Noel sidled up to Julian, who was so amused at watching Rich’s antics that he didn’t notice Noel approaching. Noel placed his hand on Julian’s arm causing him to start. Upon seeing the hand belonged to Noel, Julian relaxed again. Noel leaned forward, conspiratorially.
“Hey, miss me? Listen, I’ve just been speaking to someone and they can hook us up with some coke. You interested?”
Should Julian:
A: Agree to take cocaine with Noel; look how well the ecstasy thing turned out.
B: Refuse the offer, but make no attempts to stop Noel taking drugs.
C: Refuse the offer and try to persuade Noel not to take drugs either.
Part 5
Noel was right, though, they did need to reconnect, but was this the way to do it? Maybe he just needed to lighten up and relax. After all, were drugs really as dangerous as everyone made them out to be? Only one way to find out…
“Er, Noel, are you completely sure about this?” Julian said, clearing his throat.
“Yeah,” Noel nodded, “Come on, Ju! It’ll be great; just you, me and a heightened sense of everything as we make love.”
Julian glanced again at the small tablets in Noel’s palm and made up his mind.
“Alright, Noel, let’s do it.”
“Brilliant!” Noel smiled, offering a tablet to Julian.
He took the ecstasy from Noel and studied it sceptically. Gathering his courage, he placed the pill on his tongue, moved it around in his mouth for a moment and then swallowed. Following Julian’s lead, Noel did the same, handing him a glass of wine. Julian smiled his thanks before taking a swig from it. Noel sipped at his wine for a few seconds and then put the glass on the table.
“Right,” Noel said, “where were we?”
He pounced on Julian, pinning him to the couch and capturing his mouth in a searing kiss. He ran his hands over Julian’s torso kissing him deeply. As his tongue explored Julian’s mouth, Noel could taste the wine as well as something he couldn’t really define but was unmistakably ‘Julian.’
Julian kissed Noel back with equal fervour, fighting for dominance. He buried his hands in Noel’s dark mane, clutching and pulling at his hair, his brain foggy with passion. Both men lost track of time, completely engrossed in one another as they kissed passionately on the couch.
Freeing his hands from Noel’s hair, Julian felt under Noel’s t-shirt, tugging it upwards over Noel’s head, needing to feel Noel’s bare skin against him.
Now semi-naked, Noel propped himself up on his hands and gazed down at Julian. He thought that Julian looked amazing; sprawled across the couch, his lips redder than normal, eyes dark with arousal and his broad chest rising and falling quickly as he panted softly.
“Let’s move this to the bedroom.”
Julian nodded in response. Noel’s mouth twitched into a smile as he got off the couch and held out a hand to Julian, leading him into the bedroom. Noel led him to the bed, slowly unbuttoning Julian’s shirt, kissing every inch of newly exposed skin. Julian moaned under Noel’s ministrations, trying to remember when last Noel had been this attentive, or indeed when last he had felt so turned on.
Noel slid the shirt off, exposing Julian’s bare shoulders, pressing a kiss to his neck and gently pushing him back onto the bed. He unzipped Julian’s trousers, tugging them off along with his boxers, kissing Julian’s thighs as he went. Julian gave a heavy sigh. This was good. This was very good.
He shivered as Noel’s mouth crept along on his inner thigh, sending shockwaves straight to his cock. Noel removed Julian’s shoes and socks and placed light kisses on each of Julian’s toes, then along the inside of his foot up to Julian’s ankles, his tongue darting out to lick at the skin around the protruding bone there. He placed open-mouthed kisses further up Julian’s thigh, sucking gently at the sensitive skin, running his hands around Julian’s bare buttocks and squeezing the muscles as he inched closer and closer towards Julian’s groin.
Julian trembled and whimpered beneath him, feeling Noel’s hot breath ghost across his erection, and then it was gone. He grunted in disappointment, propping himself up on his elbows to see where Noel had gone. Noel stood at the foot of the bed, hurriedly removing his clothes. Julian gave a predatory smirk, catching sight of Noel’s thick, glistening cock.
Noel walked over to the bedside cabinet. Opening the draw, he took out a tube of lubricant and a tub of chocolate body paint then moved back onto the bed, straddling Julian’s hips. He unscrewed the lid of the body paint and dipped a finger inside the tub, coating it with chocolate and then circled it delicately around each of Julian’s erect nipples. Julian gasped.
“You know,” Noel purred, licking the chocolate off his finger, “I got this idea from you.”
Julian’s eyes were transfixed by Noel’s finger as he slowly tongued the chocolate from it. Suddenly Julian wished he was that finger.
“I saw this jar next to the bed at your place and I nicked it,” Noel said, running his spit slicked finger down the centre of Julian’s chest. “I thought there’s no point in letting it go to waste, is there?”
Julian groaned in response. Noel’s teasing had worked him up into a writhing frenzy. Seeing the effect he was having on Julian, Noel took pity on him. Lowering his mouth to one of Julian’s nipples, he slowly licked the chocolate from it then he moved to the other, repeating the process, but this time sucking on Julian’s nipple long after the chocolate had been devoured.
All Julian could do was moan and shudder. The sensation of Noel’s mouth on his nipples had never felt this intense before. The world had become hazy and beautiful, dreamlike, and every sensation was particularly intense and special. Thinking about it, his life had been grossly mundane up until now, but now, oh now, he knew what it was like to be truly alive. He knew what it was like to feel.
Eventually Noel released Julian’s nipple and reached for the tub of chocolate again. Scooping out the contents with his finger, he lifted it to Julian’s mouth, smearing the chocolate all over his lower lip. Noel bent down to lick it off. Julian gasped as he felt Noel’s tongue on his lips. Then Noel’s tongue was in his mouth, sharing the taste with him. Julian forgot how to breathe and just focussed on tasting. Chocolate everywhere, Noel everywhere, he was in heaven. This was perfect, Noel was perfect.
Noel was chocolate.
Yeah, that sounded about right. Noel was delicious melted chocolate covering his entire body, running into every crevice, turning Julian into chocolate. He was making a chocolate mould of Julian so that at Christmas time he could be covered in tinfoil and sold to be put in Christmas stockings. A life-size chocolate man. It would have to be a mighty big stocking.
Noel propped himself up and hovered over Julian, smirking.
“You’re filthy.” Noel’s voice was deeper than normal. “You’re a filthy, dirty boy, covered in chocolate and spit. You love it, don’t you?”
Julian looked up, Noel eyes were glazed over, but Julian wasn’t sure if it was from lust or the drugs.
“Well then, maybe you should clean me up.” Julian he replied.
“Mmm.” Noel got off the bed and without another word went into the bathroom. Julian smirked and pushed himself up from the bed, admiring how Noel’s arse muscles rippled as he walked.
When Julian walked into the bathroom, Noel had already started the shower. Once the water temperature was right, Julian climbed in, quickly followed by Noel. Grabbing a face-cloth, Noel poured some body wash onto it and began washing Julian’s chest, making small, slow circles. He enjoyed the sounds Julian made as he ran the cloth over his nipples. He looked down at Julian’s penis which twitched with each swipe.
Sinking to his knees, Noel placed his hands on Julian’s hips. He peered up through his long lashes and gave the most innocent look he could muster, which wasn’t very innocent at all considering that he was licking his lips in anticipation and was also heavily aroused. Julian looked down at Noel- he looked incredible, his dark hair wet and hanging loosely around his face, his bright blue eyes wide and lust filled, his lips slightly parted with promises of what was to come, his cock jutting out from the dark thatch of hair at his groin. Julian felt he could ejacutate just from looking at Noel.
Julian placed his hands on Noel’s shoulders and squeezed gently.
“Noel,” he whispered.
Noel batted his eyelids. “Yes, Julian?”
“Please…” Julian’s voice was husky.
“Please what?” The corners of Noel’s mouth twitched. If Julian had been thinking clearly he would have said that Noel was smirking.
“Suck me!” Julian growled.
Noel giggled and lowered his head, licking the tip of Julian’s cock, removing the jism that had gathered there. He licked down the shaft, right to the base. Julian ground his hips, needing more friction. Noel ignored Julian’s insistence and moved his mouth lower delicately tonguing Julian’s balls. Taking one in his mouth, Noel sucked on it gently. Julian moaned, his hands tightening around Noel shoulders.
“Oh god, Noel.” Julian gasped, tossing his head back, his hips jerking spasmodically.
Noel released Julian’s scrotum and licked his way along Julian’s penis before taking it in his mouth bobbing his head up and down as he begun gently sucking. Everything in Julian’s world went hazy, his attention solely on the suction on his cock. Julian buried his hands in Noel’s hair, guiding his head back and forth. Soon Julian felt the telltale tightening in his balls and came fully in Noel’s throat. Noel swallowed and let Julian’s softening cock slip from his mouth licking his lips in a way Julian considered obscenely decadent.
Helping Noel to his feet, Julian kissed him deeply, enjoying his taste on Noel’s tongue. Resting a hand on Noel’s lower back, Julian trailed the other down his chest, along the line of hair to Noel’s crotch and then wrapped it around his erect cock. Julian tugged it rhythmically, twisting his hand slightly as he neared the head. Noel rested his head on Julian’s chest, giving in to the sensations, bucking his hips sporadically, pulled Julian into another kiss.
As Julian continued to pump his hand, he felt Noel’s body stiffen. Warm jets of semen covered his hand and belly as the tension drained out of Noel’s body, his legs buckling a little. Julian pulled him close. He could feel the sharp rise and fall of Noel’s chest against his and a smile pressed against his neck. As Noel’s breathing slowed, he pulled back slightly to look up at Julian.
“I got you all messy again,” Noel giggled.
******
Julian woke up feeling content and sated. He breathed in, the scent of Noel and sex filling his nostrils, and smiled. Julian had never felt this happy and relaxed. He gazed lovingly down at Noel, who was curled tightly around him. A strange warmth filled Julian’s chest and his heart gave a tiny flutter. He didn’t think he’d be able to survive without Noel; he loved him completely. He loved Noel’s smile, his eyes and his arse. He loved how Noel could make him laugh and how he was always full of energy. He loved how he was the only one Noel would truly be himself around; Noel didn’t feel the need to impress Julian and he could drop his showbiz persona around him. Hell, he even loved how Noel could irritate him like nobody else could. Julian was well and truly addicted to Noel and he didn’t think he’d ever be able to get enough.
Noel murmured something and stretched, then opened his eyes. “Hey” he said sleepily.
“Hey yourself,” Julian smiled back.
Noel yawned and then blinked a few times, reminding Julian of a kitten.
“Sleep well?” Julian ventured, wondering if Noel was awake enough to hold a simple conversation.
“Yeah, you?”
“I haven’t slept so well in ages.”
“Yeah, know the feeling.” Noel smiled against Julian’s chest and then lifted his head. “Breakfast?”
“Yeah thanks.”
When Noel had fetched them both coffee and toast for breakfast, he returned to bed. Julian couldn’t think of a time when everything had seemed so perfect. There was nowhere he’d rather be than lying in bed with Noel after an amazing night of love making. Julian felt utterly content, and yet it was more than that. He felt like he had finally found where he belonged and who would have guessed it was here in Noel’s bed? Not even their friends and family knew how close they really were and the public certainly didn’t have single clue about their relationship.
Julian glanced over at Noel, who was nibbling at his toast, and smiled. Sometimes Julian couldn’t believe that someone as gorgeous and fascinating as Noel could love him back. He was certain that Noel did indeed love him and had learnt not to question it but occasionally Julian would look at Noel and wonder if anyone would ever be worthy of him. Noel was like a rare and exotic creature, beautiful and mystical, almost sacred. Julian at times thought that Noel would be better off if he was free; surely creatures like Noel didn’t deserve to be kept in captivity? Julian has always tried his best to give Noel the freedom he deserved to the extent that he possibly gave him too much freedom, often caving in to Noel’s every request.
Noel had finished his piece of toast and was cradling the cup of coffee in his hands, alternatively blowing at the hot liquid and sipping it daintily. He looked up over his cup and smiled at Julian.
“Hey Ju, I know you’re not really into parties and all, but there’s one tonight and I thought maybe you’d like to come? I think Rich and Mike are gonna be there.”
“Um, I don’t really know…” Julian stuttered, suddenly feeling awkward and looking away. Noel was right, Julian didn’t really like going to parties.
“I don’t really fit in.”
“Aw, come on, Ju, please? Look at Rich. Do you really think he fits in?”
“But Rich is loud and hyper; he’s easily the centre of attention. I’m awkward and broody, I make people feel uncomfortable.”
“No you don’t! So you might not like to talk to strangers and you don’t wear shiny clothes, but who cares? I don’t! Please, Julian, I really want you there, I miss you when I go out.” Noel put on his most seductive look, his eyes wide and shiny. Julian didn’t stand a chance.
“Oh alright then.” Julian sighed.
“Thanks Ju!” Noel leaned over to give Julian a quick but sincere kiss. “It really means a lot to me.”
Later that evening, Noel and Julian got ready to leave. Well, Julian was already finished and he was waiting for Noel. In the bedroom, Noel stood in front of the full length mirror, turning this way and that, scrutinising his appearance. Julian sat on the bed and watched him.
“Julian,” Noel said suddenly, “Tell me honestly, do I look fat?”
Julian spluttered. “Noel, of course you don’t look fat!”
And Noel didn’t. In fact, if anything he looked a little too skinny, but Julian didn’t say that. He still looked fantastic.
“Noel you look gorgeous.”
“I shouldn’t have eaten that chocolate last night…” Noel murmured. He pouted and turned his back to the mirror then craned his neck to look, huffing.
“Does my bum look big to you?”
Noel turned around so Julian could see. Julian stood up from the bed and walked to Noel, placing his hands on Noel’s bum. He squeezed gently and kissed Noel’s neck.
“Noel, your bum doesn’t look big. In fact, it looks rather tasty and if I didn’t think it would mess up your hair, or make us late, I’d fuck you right now.”
Julian licked around the shell of Noel’s ear and then tugged on his earlobe with his teeth. Noel sighed and pressed his back against Julian, grinding his arse against Julian’s crotch, feeling his hardness. Julian kissed Noel’s neck, licking and sucking at the pale flesh then stepped back from him. Noel whimpered a little.
“Come on you, we better get going,” Julian said, giving Noel’s arse a playful slap as they left the bedroom.
******
Noel and Julian arrived at the club and immediately went to the bar. They stood for a while chatting and watching people dance. Julian had to admit that the one good thing about going to clubs with Noel was that he could people watch to his hearts content. The way that people interact and react to each other had always intrigued him.
Mike and Rich joined them shortly after and the four men spent the next half hour talking and laughing. Mike drifted off to talk to someone he knew and Rich decided that it was time to be ridiculous. He strolled onto the dance floor and danced, using all his favourite moves; the Nipple Fondle, the Crotch Thrust, the Grab and Eat and the Retarded Robot. He even pulled out a new move that he had shown Julian earlier on in the week. He called it the Windmill and had told Julian that it was very experimental. The move basically consisted of Rich flinging his arms about in front of him in a circular motion and jumping up and down until he got tired.
Laughing, Noel leaned over to Julian, “Hey, Ju. I’ll be back in a bit; hopefully Rich will keep you amused while I’m gone.”
With that Noel bounded across the club, disappearing into the crowd. Julian watched Rich for a bit longer. He winced in sympathy and somewhat cruel amusement as Rich unintentionally clouted a poor unsuspecting woman in the face. Soon Rich was given a wide berth by the other dancers for fear of personal injury. Julian ordered another drink and sipped it slowly, hiding his grin behind the glass and watching as people tried to avoid Rich, who tried in vain to get people to dance with him.
After a few minutes, Noel sidled up to Julian, who was so amused at watching Rich’s antics that he didn’t notice Noel approaching. Noel placed his hand on Julian’s arm causing him to start. Upon seeing the hand belonged to Noel, Julian relaxed again. Noel leaned forward, conspiratorially.
“Hey, miss me? Listen, I’ve just been speaking to someone and they can hook us up with some coke. You interested?”
Should Julian:
A: Agree to take cocaine with Noel; look how well the ecstasy thing turned out.
B: Refuse the offer, but make no attempts to stop Noel taking drugs.
C: Refuse the offer and try to persuade Noel not to take drugs either.
Part 5