Book 18

[book_wizard]

........

What the hell was I thinking?!

Why on earth was I so obsessed with Fakir and stories?! I don't know who that old man with the swirling eyes was. I can't even understand the entry I made yesterday... Why was it that those three were the only people I recognized?

[Filtered from Ahiru]Why did I have to attempt that in front of that girl

Comments

[hime_no_karasu]

Thank Merlin, the castle's nonsense is through. Now I can forget that ever happened. ...It seems you're yourself again.

[book_wizard]

Ah- It's her! I...I suppose I am, yes.

[hime_no_karasu]

You and Fakir both said some interesting things yesterday.

[book_wizard]

...He was saying things similar to me, wasn't he?

I... I guess I owe you an explanation or an apology for some of those, don't I?

[book_wizard]

I don't even understand it...

[book_wizard]

Hmph, that's probably the best way to put it. I can't understand why those particular ones were given to me, though.

[esprit_decorps]

...will you stop shouting?!

[book_wizard]

I was shocked remembering that I wasn't myself. It's perfectly reasonable!

[esprit_decorps]

Tch. I wasn't myself either, it is reasonable.

[book_wizard]

I don't think many of us were ourselves. It's bit hard to remember how other people were acting since my own memories were so confusing.

[nitordanaus]

...

ooc: he's concerned, but he's also in a million little pieces right now but he definitely heard autor screamin.

[book_wizard]

... What, Soubi?

[nitordanaus]

...are you alright?

[book_wizard]

For the most part. I'm just, well, horrified at my actions over the last two days.

[book_wizard]

That's true. It doesn't make our actions because of them any better, however.