im just saying hello

all 2 of you

i told a secret and now its not a secret
i am secretly dying from lack of control
no control to keep a secret
now the secret has been told

good-night
and good-bye

i lied when i said i loved you
i lied when i said i needed you
i lied when i said i cant live with out you
and i just lied again

i think about you all the time.
but there is nothing i can do
all i can do is pretend its for the best
pack my stuff up and move

im ready to grip it and rip it. I dig the bun jee ( Read more... )

i am happy. i am moving to florida with paul and trick. his mom is moving but is still going to pay for the appt. so we get to stay there free of charge ( Read more... )

there's nothing like losing you

i belong to no one..
no one belongs to me
trying to fly away
its hard to have roots and wings

im not scared of life
im not scared to die
i will live as long as i can
until i make things right
no one can hold me
my spirit is too free
i except the fact i'll live life lonely
and thats is fine with me

i hate the fact that my parents scare me into staying home. i want to move somewhere.. anywhere is better then here. they are like.. if you dont got to school you wont have health care and you will die as soon as you walk out that door... well they dont say that exactly but that is what it boils down to ( Read more... )

losing grip
now im falling deep
losing faith
every night i dont sleep
hating life
i have not seen you in a while
losing hope
that you can teach me how to smile

there is a feeling i forgot was real.....now she's holding my heart

cant wait to get to where you are..
cant wait to feel you near
i cant wait to see you soon
well... in about a year