::looks down at AJ's hand on his wrist, biting his lip::
You stopped? ::looks up with tear filled eyes:: Meaning you already started. And she... damnit... ::closes his eyes and swipes a hand across them::
Look, I'm flattered... I guess... this is just fucked up, Aje... ::leans against the wall, crossing his arms over his chest::
And she wants you too? ::sighs:: Of course she does...
::snaps his eyes back up to AJ:: Do me a favor, this once, okay? Don't do that... don't make me feel bad for reacting to something by going to that extreme. I haven't denied you anybody before.
::swallows heavily and moves off the wall, wrapping his arms around AJ's shoulders::
I love you. Are you going to fall in love with her?
I kissed her, thats it.. and she didn't want me to..I just did but I stopped.. ::backpedals like crazy:: and she probably doesnt want me, she said she thinks of me as a skinny dorky kid..or something..
::looks into Howies eyes, but looks away quickly again:: Who else have I asked for? Just Angie..thats all. Who was I with last night? You.. who did I go down on my knees for? You...
::returns Howies hug, clinging on:: Who do I love? You..just you...I knew I'd hurt you.. Dont be hurt..
Oh, Aje, you're making my head spin here. I'm not blind, I see how much you two flirt...
::chokes up and nods:: You're right... I'm sorry. Fuckin' A... ::rubs his temple in turmoil:: I'm thinking I give too much, but in reality, you're not even taking advantage of it... I'm so sorry.
::trembles in AJ's arms, eyes squeezed shut against his neck::
I just love you so much. I'm fine... just was taken aback... it's okay... it's fine. ::inhales deeply, his nostrils filling with AJ's intoxicating scent:: I'm sorry.
::pulls back and kisses him lightly, then leans his forehead against AJ's::
I love you Howie.. always..I'm yours..and you ::kiss:: are mine..
::runs his fingers through Howies hair, grabbing the hair on the back of his head and tugging his head back slightly, covering Howies mouth with his in a passionate kiss::
I'll go later..and thank you. But I want more of you right now..can we sneak upstairs..?
Aje? Was looking for you earlier. Having a good time?
::glances around and then sits in the swing next to him, his hand hovering over AJ's on the padding between them::
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You stopped? ::looks up with tear filled eyes:: Meaning you already started. And she... damnit... ::closes his eyes and swipes a hand across them::
Look, I'm flattered... I guess... this is just fucked up, Aje... ::leans against the wall, crossing his arms over his chest::
And she wants you too? ::sighs:: Of course she does...
::snaps his eyes back up to AJ:: Do me a favor, this once, okay? Don't do that... don't make me feel bad for reacting to something by going to that extreme. I haven't denied you anybody before.
::swallows heavily and moves off the wall, wrapping his arms around AJ's shoulders::
I love you. Are you going to fall in love with her?
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::looks into Howies eyes, but looks away quickly again:: Who else have I asked for? Just Angie..thats all. Who was I with last night? You.. who did I go down on my knees for? You...
::returns Howies hug, clinging on:: Who do I love? You..just you...I knew I'd hurt you.. Dont be hurt..
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::chokes up and nods:: You're right... I'm sorry. Fuckin' A... ::rubs his temple in turmoil:: I'm thinking I give too much, but in reality, you're not even taking advantage of it... I'm so sorry.
::trembles in AJ's arms, eyes squeezed shut against his neck::
I just love you so much. I'm fine... just was taken aback... it's okay... it's fine. ::inhales deeply, his nostrils filling with AJ's intoxicating scent:: I'm sorry.
::pulls back and kisses him lightly, then leans his forehead against AJ's::
Go... you have my blessing.
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::runs his fingers through Howies hair, grabbing the hair on the back of his head and tugging his head back slightly, covering Howies mouth with his in a passionate kiss::
I'll go later..and thank you. But I want more of you right now..can we sneak upstairs..?
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::moans shortly as AJ's fingers possess his hair:: Ohhh.. ::melts into the kiss, pushing all coherent thoughts from his mind::
Yes, yeah... anything you want, AJ. I'd do anything for you. You must know that.
::laces his fingers with AJ's, opens the door and peers out, then tugging him through and walking briskly to the stairs::
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::follows behind Howie , up the stairs and up to their room, locking it quickly behind them::
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