for some reason, last night, i pulled out my hair iron from the top shelf of my closet. i haven't had straight hair in two years and i guess i just wanted to see how it felt like to have it again ( Read more... )

1. Birthday with the girls at greenbelt drinks at 12 noon ( Read more... )

*both webcams on ( Read more... )

dizzy
sick
want to puke...

what the hell is wrong with me?!

just one sentence...and then nothing. just as if we knew there was a dead end that we avoided months ago.

now silence.
sometimes it's sad without him.
but at most times i'm alot better than i used to be.

miss you. will remember you when weird things happen. i'll drop by sometime when i'm in town.

goodbye for now :)

i woke up looking for you.

the vicious cycle slams me on the wall again.

here i am again with nothing to show for another try.

i know i shouldn't waste any more efforts on you...

even if i really want to.

i need songs that i can listen to while in a light house, or by the shore of a white sand beach... any suggestions?

i was in so much pain this morning i was tempted to call you...i don't know why. hearing your voice won't lessen the pain, or make it go away. it wouldn't heal me or make it all better...but i really wanted to call you. even if it meant that my bill would shoot up again, or that i was destroying another promise to you, it was so painful and the ( Read more... )