Well in case yo havent heard already i am no longe running track for various reasons but it just wasnt fun anymore. The coach was being an asshole about practice and otehr things and i have enough shit in my life i dont ned his also ( Read more... )

Well today i did the hardest thing think i ever did and all it did was make me want to cry all day just thinking about it. I gave my son back to his mom with a not stating that i loved hm and i was never goingto throwhim away. I hope she knows how hurt i was to give him away but it was the only way i could be left alone and be able to move on. ( Read more... )

Why the fuck cant she just leave me alone tahts all i want from her nothing else for her to leave me the fuck alon and to stop taking o me. Im tired of her pain andim trying to get over it. I found someone knew and im afraid she inadvertenly is going to scew it up for me. If i lose Beth i because of her i will be hurt far worse than anything ( Read more... )

Was cleaning out the bad memories (old notes and shit) yet agin it amazes me how people think they have everything set and they know everything about a relationship they were not part. To him all i have to say is go fuck yourself and u can find out how much pain and suffering she can bring. I gave so many things for her and in the end of ( Read more... )

Wow. lets just say its gonna be scary. As it stands right now we are in the lead by 1point over wwn but like 10 points over south that should be no prob. Wefinish it up tommorow do to rain. GOD let us win please. We swept them in PV (i got 2nd place) turm got 1st and mo got 3rd. We took 1st in jav and shot. and places in hurdles and other ( Read more... )

Its been awhil just been busy. Tracks going good we have our first home meet in 3 years cant wait its gonna be under the lights come out and see ( Read more... )

Oh pain sucks. I hate all teh pain in the world wis i could take it away so no one has to suffer but i kno that that is impossible. PAin helps people to grow and with out that it wouldbe a scary place. I am in pain for the one i like is in pain plus im injured myself i hope m and her get better.

Wow i cant beieve how muc me and her hve in common its scary to think on it. We have many of the same hobbies and intrests. Plus i kno she is into meand i am into her based on personality cus neitehr one of us can remember what the other looks like. I really hoe we can hang out like we planned cus she seems so nice and everything ( Read more... )

Last night was a blast stayed up late talking to a girl i met a few months back. She seems really nice. I hope to be ale to talk to her soon. We have so much in common. Shes one of a few people able to make me laugh. Who knows? maybe, maybe not but looking back at the other girl i liked shes to much of a partyer 4 me and plus i never got a ( Read more... )

Again today i was thinking of her and the reasons of why i like her. I hope she knows that i do. I dont kno as much as i like her i respect her andam giving her room ( Read more... )