well, i'm trying to stay true to my word, but i'm not up for a long post.

the first day was pretty good.  i'm looking forward to the weeks to come to see what all develops.

i hope everyone is doing ok.

going to meditate and try to fall asleep.

i just spoke to a friend ---yeah really a friend, it's not me.  if you know my parents you know it's not me--- anyhoo, she's a grown woman of 27 who even has her own child, but yet her parents are so controlling.  i haven't really been in this situation ever, so i don't know how to help.  being me, i'm like, well just move out.  extinuating ( Read more... )

i've spent a lot of time reading a friends journal and thought how much i enjoyed posting on a regular basis and how you can actually post things here in LJ world that can be serious or funny, political or scandalous, or just amusing to ones self.

needless to say, i'm back on the LJ wagon and promise to post on a regular basis.  granted, this would ( Read more... )

Greetings and Salutations to all of my long lost LJ friends...it has been a while since my last update and for that, I apologize.  I have been super busy, but I know it's no excuse.  I've still been reading your LJ's to keep up with you all.  Also, since my last update, I have a myspace.  I like it because, well, I just do.  More people I know have ( Read more... )

Yeah, a little update. I'm bored and have cramps so here we go ( Read more... )

so i started working out again this week. it's been HARD!!! i'm also having 1200 calories a day. 96 ounces of water...eeeccckk ( Read more... )

so i figured i'd post another message.  my posts have been lacking lately, and i'm sorry about that.  i just haven't had the desire.

i've been busy this week working, which is always a good thing.  i am in no way complaining.  i just wish the future was a little bit more clear so i could figure out what it is i need to do.

i turned down 2 jobs ( Read more... )

THANK YOU, LORD, FOR WWW.FOOD.COM  BECAUSE OF FOOD NETWORK, I CAN EASILY IMPRESS CLIENTS WITH "FABULOUS" MENUS IN MINUTES.
I DON'T CARE WHO THINKS I'M A SELLOUT.  RACHAEL RAY IS A HUGE HELP.

THANK YOU, LORD, FOR HELPING ME FIGURE IT ALL OUT.
I AM ON MY WAY.

A is for age: ----->26 ( Read more... )

hello boys and girls.

it is monday.  that's all i have to say.  i've been a wee bit under the weather.  i can't breathe out of my nose and my throat hurts sooooo bad it hurts to breathe out of my mouth.  if i drink anything besides water, it sets my throat on fire and burns like hell.  but i have to keep drinking something ice cold because it helps ( Read more... )