dongbangshinki

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things to remember

Remember the first time you ever saw them, a blurry recording of HiYaYa Summer. Remember thinking Changmin was the best thing ever, then Jaejoong, then all five (but usually Jaejoong). Remember when the lights dimmed and the sound of the crowd rose to a crescendo like no other, feeling the electricity in the air, charged and alive

Comments

[oldwillow_brook]

I don't know what to say. I'm like crying my eyes out in my room over this. Brings back a ton of memories of everything else you've written that has brought me to tears.

There are certain things that you say that perfectly describe why I'm still in this fandom after everything. Because of people like you that friendship goes farther than just these 5 boys but moves us to places where we become true friends.

There are too many things for me to quote that basically describes everything I've ever felt but I have to say Thank you. Because you were one of the first ones that made me fall in love with everything. Your spectacular writing and your amazing words, made me fall in love with the fandom even farther and I haven't been able to pull myself out (haven't wanted to tbh(

I don't know what to say anymore. 8D I'm all teary-eyed, all I can think of to say is thank you <3

[blurmeese]

;A; /holds you/ negl I actually found myself crying when I wrote this myself, it's a bit overwhelming just how much my life has been influenced by fandom. Bianca love I know we don't talk as much as before but god, seriously, I'm so glad that fandom gave me the opportunity to know amazing people like you. I think I'd even go as far to say that you're honestly one of the first people I really grew close to and kadjnsak <3 thank you for making this whole experience what it is for me today

♥

[ext_640030]

oh this is just too beautiful....but i hate you for making me cry :-(

[blurmeese]

lol tissues all around, I cried writing this as well XD <3

[corellianrogue]

d'aww ;_; I love you, bb. I have no other words to say. Just <3

[blurmeese]

akjsdnak ilu right back, how have you been doing?

[corellianrogue]

Waaaaaaah long time between comments is long. Got distracted by life, sorry. *hugs* And I've been good. About as absent from LJ as you, really, so there hasn't been much to miss. Oh! Working on a fic challenge (that's going to kill me, because I'm too busy to work on it much at all until November and it's due in December x_x) That's... about it. ^^; How bout you? From Twitter, looks like school is eating you lately, huh?

[chloe1910]

*hugs you*

I agree with oldwillow_brook that this brings back so much memories and I too felt like crying when I read this. I missed hearing all 5 of their voices blending beautifully singing ballads like LITI, Doushite, Bolero and Wasurenaide; dancing wholeheartedly in Rising Sun, "O" Jung Ban Hup, Mirotic, 9095, Ride On and etc; them 5 horsing and goofing around on sets, T_________________T

I miss them so damn much. TBH, I can't quite watch their past videos without being on the verge of tearing no matter how much I tried to kept my tears in.

[blurmeese]

;___; I miss them too, but thankfully I've gotten past that stage where I can't listen/see them as five. Man, the first few months after the initial announcement, I think I just gave up on listening to anything related to them, it hit me that hard :(

but hey on a whole, I think this fandom has had a much better run than many other fandoms out there, we've seen things other bands can only dream about :D no regrets getting into this fandom at all <3 /hugs you

[transitorial]

I'm going to sound like such a creeper because I don't think I've ever commented on your journal--corellianrogue just read this to me and I'm just sitting here trying not to cry because this is everything I've ever felt about this band, summed up in a way I can never hope to explain so eloquently. thank you. ♥

[blurmeese]

ohaiiii /leers at creeper/ lol no worries, thank you so much for leaving a comment and reading this ;A; from one fan to another <3 don't you love the beauty of this fandom?