hah. check this out, ryan:


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i'm never going to assume anything ever again. i feel like such a jerk. i mean what i said was semi-justified and i meant it at the time but i don't now. i really don't. obviously. i never meant to say something so horrible. whether it was deserved or not. so disgusting and hurtful. i know if someone had said something like that about me i would ( Read more... )

ahh, there's nothing like getting tons of praise on your bedroom performance at 1:42 am...i wish the same good be said for others.

today = boring.

i did have many visitors which is always cool.

and the pilot light (?) on my stove went out so keyspan had to come and showed up at like 11. rude bastards.

my kitten is getting aggressive and being uncool.

( this is what boredom'll do to you. )

saturday i went to this improv show. it was fun. things were chaotic at first. like we had to wait forever on line and then we had to stand during the first couple of sets. after some time people left though, we got seats and got to enjoy the show in cushion-y front row seats. it was a good time. some of the skits were funny, some didn't even make ( Read more... )

man, there's something about sitting in the doctor's office that makes me hope i'm going to die. i don't know why. maybe it's because i have to sit in there by myself so long that only the news that i only have four hours to live would make the wait worthwhile. i just sit there kicking my legs around, reading about glucose, tempted to grab some ( Read more... )

i love peeling scabs.

i hate when it's really hot out.

i love flintstone's vitamins.

i hate when my glasses are dirty.

i love my bathrobe.

i hate not having any clean underwear or clothes.

i love unexpected IMs from someonei hate that my computer is so slow ( Read more... )

i love roseanne ( Read more... )

my fourth of july weekend sucked. i didn't go anywhere on friday. i didn't feel like it. joanna brought home everyone she was hanging out with which was the same people as usual. i wasn't the least bit in the mood for guests. i was in the middle of an emotional meltdown and in swoop five drunken fools. not exactly fun. after some time i felt better ( Read more... )

hahaha hot.


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