I am still alive. I have lost 5 pounds. :)This new diet is phenominal! I have not been this happy since some time ago. If I keep going at t he rate I am, I reach my ideal weight in 30 days! Doubtful about that though.

Otherwise... I am just fine.

I need to go to bed.

Well, I guess I will start off by saying that yesterday was the worst day I have ever had. I ended up going to the hospital because my anxiety was unbearable. I felt like I was for sure going to die. I didn't have any money or anything to take to help me. I needed help because I was having intrusive thoughts about hurting myself. (I never did ( Read more... )

I had a horrible last couple of days with my depression. I can't believe that with all the meds i am on, I am still getting depressed. I even called in to work today because I had no energy and was so irritable i thought it would be bad for me to go there. I have an appointment with Dan tomorrow, so I am going to address this with him. maybe he ( Read more... )

I have days when I think I will never be able to do it. But then there are days like today where I made enough progress to be happy with myself. I don't have it "down" yet. It is so frustrating. Today I got the nerve to take down my chart so I would have to start memorzing the keys without looking at the damn chart. I didn't do as bad as I ( Read more... )

I am up for work a few hours early it would seem. I got rear-ended yesterday by some guy in a Ford escort. He hit me prety hard but amazingly there was no damage to the cars. I got all his info anyway, but I don't think I am going to file a claim. I wasn't hurt and neither was he or my brother who was in the car with me ( Read more... )

I am really fucking tired. I worked a double shift today and will be working 12 hrs tomorrow. I need money so bad I am willing to run myself ragged. I would do more hours if I could. I also am housesitting for Erin in a couple of weeks. So I am trying as hard as I can to earn more cash ( Read more... )

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I had an okay day with one exception. I went in for my annual physical today. Well two things... my eyesight has gotten really bad again. But the second thing bothers me even more. I was waiting for the doctor to come see me and the woman who did the first part of my physical says to me: "Are you feeling alright today?" I said yes. "Oh. Are ( Read more... )

So I came into work early today at 1230. It is only 1930 and I am so ready to get out of here. I guess it will be nice to have extra hours, though. I am hoping to go back to .8 if that is possibble. I hope it is. I can't live off this amount of money working only part time. I just got paid and already have nothing after paying bills and all ( Read more... )