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[bluephoenix8807]

I'm only writing because I need to occupy myself with something. For about a week now I have been almost completely unable to get any sort of sleep at these hours. That's what I get for being a first-time DJ and for procrastinating on papers

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[soft_guitar60]

Loneliness is being the only one in a small room during the early morning hours with the only light coming from a single electronic screen.
Loneliness can be described in so many ways. I guess this is one that really hits the spot.

Ever find yourself thinking about the past often and remembering really specific things you did that embarass(ed) you?
I mean...who hasn't? I think everybody had their little moments. Sometimes I can even linger too much on those moments...

Looks like I've got nothing to say again.

[bluephoenix8807]

It's alright, what you said was enough and I'm glad to have heard it. Thanks.

[pippins_smile]

I don't think it's going nowhere if someone (read: I) can read it and get it... the weird sense of loneliness, the absolute lack of anything resembling study habits, the looking back on past mistakes and only now realizing how awful they seem in your eyes.

I'm sounding terribly morbid.

Past mistakes often look worse with time, and so often it's not even valid now (I should listen to my own advice). And studying can happen before, so you can relax during the broadcast. If it's something you enjoy, it's the perfect thing to do before a final so long as you studied a bit beforehand.

[bluephoenix8807]

You are totally right about the last thing you said there. I should keep that in mind.