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[bluemystiksoul]

*My Perception Of Things*Phfftt. FTW still my motto

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aloaloalo

[queenrey]

once again my sis has done it. the wonderous poetry of blue :D

sorry to hear bout ems. give her hugs and kisses.........aunt queenie's kisses always have a way of making things feel better .....haa haa

sorry ain't been in touch. i'm working two jobs now (check out journal)

i still loves ya'll and really really miss ya'll

Re: aloaloalo

[bluemystiksoul]

Thanks :) Sometimes poems just come to me. ahahah.

How are things going for you? I miss you.

Emma asked about Dustin the other day and I forgot that I promised her we would call him. Tell him she thinks about him a lot ok.

Re: aloaloalo

[queenrey]

i will................god i miss ya'll so much.............i am so weak right now..........no strenght to do n e thing............i work but that's not the strength i need...........i need the strength to stand up for myself and i just don't have it...............i don't have hardly n e one..........plz say u'll always be there for me.............i really luv u and ems and miss ya'll so much...........i'm so sorry that i don't get on to talk to ya'll much........all i do is work....but i do love ya'll..........bunches and miss ya'll lots

:D

Re: aloaloalo

[bluemystiksoul]

Of course I will always be there for you. I wish that we lived closer together, but right now all I can do is be there for you in other ways.

Pray and pray hard. I will put some energy out there for you too. These are trying times, but you will make it through. Just keep your eye on the prize (dustin rose) and things will start to work themselves out.

I really feel that it's time you look for a place of your own, or a roommate. Maybe some time apart from Michael will clear things up in your head and his. May not turn out how you want it to, but sometimes they don't. God has plans for us that we don't really know about all the time, and it may be something other than what we want.

I am going to go look for your phone number, if I can find it I'm gonna call you tonight.

not welbutrin

[queenrey]

my doc put me on that shit and all i did way cry.............becareful with it..............but maybe i cried b/c i was seeing what i was doing to my self.......maybe my eyes were actually open...........hmmmmmmmmmmmmm

Re: not welbutrin

[bluemystiksoul]

Well, I cry all of the time anyway :)) But so far I've been doing ok. It made me a little dizzy last night and nauseous the night before. But I've had some more energy too. If it gets too crazy I will quit it, I've tried a lot of diff meds in the past and had to quit them all.

Re: not welbutrin

[queenrey]

i really hope it helps u ......................i've gotta do something for my sanity..........i feel like i'm slippin to where i was b/4 i quit drinking and i don't like it. i've gotta do something b/4 i get that far gone. i haven't drank yet and oh yeah i have quit smoking also (since jan 1) and i haven't started back that either so i guess i'm doing rather good as far as that's concerned but my sanity is slowly slipping and i've gotta figure what i've gotta do about that.

i love ya'll and miss yall