fuck u spineless fucking prick...next time u wanna fucking accuse me of something u had better realize i was flipping on someone else and wasnt even fuckign talking to you, and i then fucking apologized to the right person because he just hit a sore spot.  do not fucking flip out on my sister in return and then say that i have no idea what is like ( Read more... )

and so the smell of lilacs is in the air and the cat is curled up next to me and i have music playing and debating reading the twilight series again.  woke up at 1217 last night beyond thirsty and stumbled down the stairs to get a glass of water so i could fall back asleep.  pretended i was living in some apt in the city and that the world was ( Read more... )

the year is drawing to a close and i guess i should be like everyone else and do the annual year in review thing.  overall this year was fairly good.  i moved out into my own place for gimpy, i got engaged, i made my one year as a therapist and plus some, i paid off my credit card only to charge it back up
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as i sit here casually listening to music on itunes...browsing, jumping from one artist to the next im thrown back to college days and then thrown forward to today and somewhere in the midst of this im trying to keep track of who i am.  im reminded of who i was and then who i am now.  like gimpy and i were at frankie's like we are every thursday ( Read more... )

Your result for The Perception Personality Image Test...
NBPS - The Idealist

Nature, Background, Big Picture, and Shape


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to protect the innocent...and cause im just really pissed off at this.

this is after a conversation about weddings.

my friend: i still wouldn't go lol i'm too bummed about my lack of potential to help someone celebrate like that
Bluegoddess1432: so u wouldnt even come to mine if i got engaged?
my friend: well, it'd be weird don't you think? i'd be ( Read more... )

i went out to boston last night with a bunch of friends for my friend's birthday.  we took a limo in and we were all drinking.  we get to the club and im dancing with my friend C and we go to the bathroom and the next thing i know shes in the bathroom puking and rapidly becoming comatose.  someone slipped something into her drink.  we were all ( Read more... )

♥sometimes all you need is friends♥...

or how ever the beatles song goes.  tonight was the first spagetti dinner in about three weeks since jody was in florida and i didnt realize till tonight how much my week is made better by having this dinners every wed night.  i havent laughed so hard in my life in a while, and for a second i wasnt stressing ( Read more... )

a little prayer please...my poppa went into the hospital this morning with a kinked intestine...the second time in about a year.  they managed to unkink it but they're questioning surgery because this is the second time its happend secondary to him having a enlarged intestine and it may happen again, however the man is 90 and if they go through ( Read more... )

im still alive.  just working alot.  alot of stress in my life.  just trying to get through week by week.  i cant believe im sitting here watch that stupid mtv show finding love with tila tequila or whatever the hell it is.  ryan, after reading ur entry i went and sliced into my pomagrante i had ripening and its so not ripe and kinda smells like ( Read more... )