ok so thurs night i spent the night over at chrissy's and had a little warm up to friday night. i actually went to bed early on thurs b/c i had been so tired from the whole week ( Read more... )

So last night i woke up around 2 am not feeling well- 5 minutes later i was in the bathroom throwing everything that could have possible been in my stomach up... then the same thing at 4, 4:30, 6, 7:18, and 7:47- hence i didn't get much sleep last nite and passed out after calling in to let the lady know i couldn't babysit (i mean i probably could ( Read more... )

ok so today i'm 19- my last year as a teen as dominique reminded me. it made me feel old i mean next year i'm gonna be 20!?! that's crazy i feel like as mature as i feel sometime that i'm stuck in someone else's body because i should still be in my early teen years ( Read more... )

ok so now that i am making my journal known i need to start keeping up with it. ok so i've never been good at writing or wanting to write until this year, mostly because writing allows me to think my way through my own problems a lot of times. so i'm trying and i will get better at this ( Read more... )

So I'm suppose to be looking for a summer job so I pulled out the classifieds today. Nothing looks particularly good right now. I just really don't want to do anything right now is what I think it is. anyways I got my haircut and it's pretty short. I mean it's just different from being sooo long before, but I really like it. I'm off to finish ( Read more... )